I am the angriest of the angry?

Question

I want my d**n peace and quiet, I can't get it. I have to deal with the noisy asses and let me tell you I don't want to deal with them. I don't want to cope with stuff I don't want to cope with. I don't want to make sacrifices anymore! I don't want to suffer and struggle anymore!

I totally hate people. This includes anyone, and everybody. All they do is anger me. I'm serious.

All I want is people to start making me happy for a change. Yes that's right, I need to be happy for once. Not everyone else in the d**n world. It's time for me, Kelly to be happy! I wasn't born on earth to please everyone else! Jesus!

I'm strictly not going to change my attitude for no one either. I am me and if you bloody h**l don't like me, do me a d**n favor and go bleeping die. I bleeping mean it.

As for now I quit talking to anyone even on these yahoo answers.

I feel like I can never get my revenge against anyone because nobody lets me kill anyone without getting caught.

I bloody h**l hate my life. Why the h**l am I living then if nobody is going to make me happy for once and in where I stay happy?

Which is why I wish I was a ghost with a gun or something like that, because you can't kill a ghost.

Answer 1

You seem to perceive that other people were put on this earth to please you, to placate you, to make you whole.

Well, that's not the way it works.  Our happiness, our contentment, our joy...come from within ourselves, not from the actions or perceptions of others.

If you want to wait for others to reach out to you before you reach out to them, you may have a long and arduous wait, especially since you seem to have burned most of the bridges that you have chosen to cross.

So, you can choose to be miserable the rest of your life just because other people don't consider you to be the center of all things, or you can choose to understand that even though you are but a small grain of sand which has been washed up on life's shore, you can still enjoy your short stay here by making a positive contribution and by reaching out and helping others.

Your choice.