i hate it. It might work for some people, but it doesnt suit my look. I tend to get very nervous in front of big groups and new people. If people didnt talk to me, i probably would not talk a lot in school. It really depends on who i am with. The bigger the group, the worse it is for me. I have been o n Weightwtchers for a few months and have lost 24 pounds, but i am still overweight. I am get very self-conscious which contributes to my shyness.I am sick of being stressed of what people will think of me, of if i act shy around them. Even when i dont try to act shy, people say i look nervous- even when i am not! And when am not, i dont think i look nervous at all. And my parents tell me that everyone is nervous like me, yeah right! When i go to my high school orientaions, everyone is so outgoing and talking to their old friends, that i dont know who to talk to. I am seriously on the point of ordering hypnosis CDs. I know thats dumb but i really want to change. And i dont think i can do it by myself
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