Alright, I'm a senior in High School and I can't seem to shake the feeling that I'm just an embodied copy of everyone else around me. People have literally come up to me and have said this, and I 'm starting to believe them. I feel like my likes and dislikes breed from the suggestions of others. I mean, I have my own opinion about things, like music, art, literature, politics etc. but it seems like that position or opinion wouldn't be there if it weren't for someone suggesting it to me. It's a terrible feeling, like I haven't once have had an original idea in my whole entire life, whether it was on a paper, in class or just in general. All of my friends seem to be able to bring stuff to the table, and I seem to just sit, watch, and agree. I don't even know who I am anymore, and the fact that I'm unoriginal brings a terrible feeling of insignificance to my own life. I can't go through life knowing that I'm a carbon copy of my environment, someone have a suggestion?
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