I appear to be a severe narcissist? Am I going to h**l?

Question

I read the Wikipedia article for malignant narcissism and I fufilled all of the characteristics.

The thing is that (even though this may sound narcissistic itself) I truly think there is something noble about trying to be grand. I want to be the best I can be and I am currently in the process of attempting to achieve fame. (Though I have made a vauge decision in my mind to give up some time in my mid 20's)

I realize I have had a fairly large ego as far back as I can remember, but could it be it has just expanding as I attempt to achieve fame and present the image of an intense, extreme genius to all my fans?

I realize that it is ungodly to have narcissistic ideals or thoughts. I try to hold Christian values in my heart. I am afraid because sometimes I think of even universal narcissism where I feel like I want to be the boss of all things. Could I be pre-destined for h**l; am I the anti-christ or something?

Answer 1

Another word for narcissism is pride[excessive pride].Pride is a deadliest of sins.You are not an antichrist.You are simply mentally ill.Pride is an illness that has a cure and if you show honest desire to put aside your excessive pride you will be forgiven and you will earn your place in paradise if you believe in it that is.If you refuse to do so you will go to h**l and you will not be able to take your fame or your possesions with you.

Excessive pride is a consequence of mental imbalance between omega 3 and omega 6 fatty acids in your brain.

Think of your ego as excessive amounts of omega 6 and your conscience,that appears to have lost control over your ego,as too fever omega 3.You are not the only human on this planet that suffers from this imbalance.Most of humanity has it.

You can remedy it if you follow my advice.

My advice is that you start the omega 3 diet.I have researched omega 3 acids for 2 years and performed a very successful experiment on myself and few of my volunteer friends.Few months of the omega 3 diet i cured my stress[and/or depression] problems permanently and significantly raised my intelligence,improved memory,sight,reflexes[and many other known and unknown benefits]and without any drugs or supplements in the form of pills.

http://www.naturalnews.com/021119.html

Take two table spoons of grinded flaxseed[rich with omega 3 and cheap]a day[with a glass of water] and in a few months you will start to notice significant improvement in your mental health[you will become more psychologically stable,among other things].Use a coffee grinder.Whole seeds cannot be digested by the hydrochloric acid in our stomach only grinded seeds.A fact and not a assumption.You have nothing to loose only gain by it.There are many articles on the internet about the omega 3.2 years ago before i started the diet i did not feel so stable or happy how i feel today.

Flax is the best source of ALA omega 3 fatty acid which our body converts to more important fatty acids called DHA and EPA.For the efficient conversion to take place,foods containing a large amount of the following nutrients must be consumed along with the flaxseed:C,B3,B6 [vitamins],zink and Magnesium [minerals].I recommend 3 table spoons of flax with 100 grams[or more if to your liking] of almonds,1 kiwi every day.[do not take more then 3 table spoons of flax because large amounts can cause intestinal gases which can cause abdominal pain and/or constipation.If three spoons causes abdominal discomfort lower the dosage to 2 table spoons of grinded flax and elevate it to 3 table spoons after your body adapts to high fiber content].The flaxseed itself is not important.The omega 3 that are inside them are.

The information in the following link should provide you with the nutritional facts of most if not all known fruits and

vegetables:http://www.nutritiondata.com

Answer 2

uh, ok ... an anti christ is anyone who doesnt accept christ

um, thou shall not murder, thou shall not be a narcissist ... never heard of it

even if it is a commandment, or wrong ... HoNeSTLy ... were ALL gonna just rot in the ground in the end [in the end it doesnt even matter ... one thing, i dont know why, it doesnt even matter how hard we try ... keep that in mind (LP)]

be the best you can be, just dont put others down. THAT is not cool dude

Answer 3

I think being a "SEVERE" narcissist is amazing...

therefore your amazing.

Answer 4

Your not a narcissist. One who is would never say they want to be the best that they can be. They would say "I am the best".

So relax, your not going to h**l.

Take care

Answer 5

Its ok to want to achieve fame and all but dont talk too highly of yourself when your talking to people. It turns them off and you might not be successful and achieve anything if people dont like you. are you sure you are not crazy?

Answer 6

I can't say if you're going to h**l for it, but your views and character may make your life a living h**l. There is absolutely nothing wrong with striving to achieve fame, but your narcissistic ways may severely hinder any chance of getting there.  

Answer 7

I think we all have self-love every once and awhile in our lives. But don't take too far to self-righteousness, God doesn't like a self-righteous person; "love thy neighbor as thy self" I guess you should be a loving person ;)

Answer 8

What happens when you don't become all you think you can be?  What happens when your narcisstic ways cause others to see you in a jaded light (and it will or has).  What happens when your source of attention supply exits or disapates?  If you are as you say a Malignant Pathological Narcissist you don't even realize how much you're a slave to others attention and approval (like a bewildered little boy).  Since you've recognized you may be this way I doubt you are really that narcissistic a full fledged one would never admit they are this way.  There is nothing noble or grand about narcisissm only a sickness that eats away at self and others.    

Answer 9

It is a mental disorder, one that few who have it ever seek treatment for.

Here's the problem;

As a narcissist, you are more than a little bit 'better' than the people you're surrounded with. You're smarter, better looking, more cunning, and so will surely become more wealthy and more famous if you put your mind to it.

However, unless someone is paying attention to you, noticing your talents, praising you, admiring you, wanting to be like you - you feel completely alone and empty.

So,

To be happy, decently happy, you need to be careful how you treat the people around you. Like I said, you have a mental disorder. If you disregard and distance yourself from those who aren't up to your 'standards' you might end up with nobody at all who cares about you.

The people who stick by you, smile politely at your plans for fame, and bail you out of jail when you loose your temper are the REAL people who love you. To you, they may be a boring black and white newspaper, and you're a glossy expensive celebrity magazine - but they have the substance, and they will be around longer, so long as you don't insult (or assault) them.

So what I'm saying is, don't end up beautiful glossy celebrity magazine - that's been kicked into a corner and forgotten.