I believe i saw my guardian as i woke from my sleep?

Question

I have recently converted to Satanism, not the bad evil Satanism that Christians think of but i believe in Enki. My first day i spoke to Enki or my Guardian in my meditative state and sleep. i woke up about an hour ago and was laying in the dark, and only had a small blue stream of light coming from television antenna.

i was laying there, meditating trying to communicate and asking to speak to them and wondering if they could hear me. i began to get a little scared though, as to how they might appear, and was trying to calm myself down. after meditating for a while, i decided to get up and i turned towards the light to get off the bed when i saw a white figure fly past the light and out of sight. but i wasnt scared, i felt very calm and relaxed.

Any idea of what this may be? and no im not making this up

Answer 1

you are playing with great danger. stop and turn to the only true God.  

Answer 2

One possible explanaition, it could be just that your eyes were "matrixing" or trying to make images from whatever light source it gathers.

I doubt it was anything you were trying to see.

The job of the thief is to get attention away from God. Once he has you... He'll focus his attention on others he doesn't have.

Answer 3

I need to go to sleep -sigh-

Answer 4

None of us can really know.

I for one don't believe it, but that's because of my beliefs.

PS.

Ignore the comments from people telling you what you believe is wrong.

Answer 5

I still believe God can heal you from that...

Answer 6

Since you're tampering with an evil faith, it could be anything from your father Satan. Why ask why? If you want now you got it.  

Answer 7

when in a dark place it really easy to trick ur

mind  into seeing the things u want to see ...

watch ... turn off all ur lights and imagine a

huge *** snake trust me u will see it ...

just look in different parts of the room !!!!!