I belive i have gone totaly nuts. i'm going to die.... :/?

Question

Here is some bits of my life.

I wake up in the mornings and am very exited to go to school. When i get there i feel extremely shy, yet i am a very social person most of the time. By time lunch comes, I have been yelled at, and i'm pissed. When I get home, my mother screams at me to do things better.[grades, cleaning, yardwork]

My father was abusive from the time my mother got with him (1994) through the time she left her for the last time. (2002) I keep having dreams of my friend's having suicide for various reasons.

When i was 8 one of my friends commited suicide infront of me. I can't ever get it out of my mind.

I felt very alone about a year ago, for a few months i would not look at anyone, i would stare blanky and think alot, hear people talking to me. I listened to very "emo/screamo/hardcore" things like that.

I would cut myself when i was really down.

I told my mother this, she said I may be schitzophrentic and bipolar.

what's wrong with me?

Answer 1

I think you have mild depression. It is very common and can be cured with cognitive therapy and sometimes with prescribed medication. Smile and hang in there. You will be fine. You are not going nuts.

Answer 2

how old are you? you ha ve probally heard it all before its her age!  she will grow out of it! blah blah  it is in your mind you have had a lot of heart ache in your life that even an adult could poss not cope with maybe yoy need councilling over your friends suicide and maybe you need a big hug and someone to say  hey its ok to be down sometimes we all have bad days hun please dont do anything rash  go to your local libary and look up some teenage councelling units or ask the principal in school   dont do it alone hun xx

Answer 3

I'm so sorry for the horror you endured at such an early age!  Dear God!  I would suggest seeing a reputable hypnotist to help you erase/replace the negative images haunting you, as well as seeing a psychotherapist to talk out your feelings and finally, a priest/rabbi/minister to discuss your issues with suicide.

Everything's going to be ok, you just have been served a big plate of adversities in your life, very difficult things that nobody deserves, and your mind is having difficulty coping.  It is perfectly understandable and i really don't think you are schzizophrenic.  I think you might have depression, which after everything you've been through, is actually a sign of normality!

Get some professional help and please keep the faith, you are stronger than you know!

Answer 4

I believe you have been through a very tough time and need counseling to get all these things of your back.Make an appointment with you Doctor who will then refer you to the right counselor.I do not think you are schizophrenic or Bi-polar as it is very different to wat you are describing,I just think you have got to the point where you can't cope anymore and need help.

Good luck x.

Answer 5

You need a good friend.r good friends u need to have good times with them talk with them........every one has difficulties in their lives but suicide is nt the solution ...fight the situations comin on u tats the way u should be cause if ure nt strong then ull end up either dieing through suicide or u might hurt ur self realy badly....................u can add me if u wish..........bst f luck.....................

Answer 6

hi Davina, so sad to hear about your friend, but there is always a good side to the dark side. to start with, stop listening to that music... not good for you. and go to VOICE to talk to someone, they can advise you and they're friendly. you can find them on the internet and most areas have them. if you cant find them, go to the citizens advice bureau and ask there. there's been a lot of trauma in your life and it needs to be sorted, you cant do it on your own you need some help.

there is another option, you could always ask Jesus into your life and let Him help you, He will you know, all you have to do is call out to Him and He will be with you. x

Answer 7

Since you've had a lot of traumatic events happen in your life, you could have post-traumatic stress disorder (ptsd).  It is a type of anxiety disorder that occurs after a traumatic incident. It can happen a few days, months or even years after the that event.  If this is the case, then you really need to seek professional help.  Don't go through this alone.  Best of luck to you.  

Answer 8

Dont think too much about this, it will make you more depressed. Those who sucides do not get peace...

No body in this world got peace and happiness... So dont think you only.

Just be patience and hope for better in this World and hereafter.