After 18 months of trying, I finally got my BFP this morning!! 18 months ago, we had a miscarriage and were told that it was doubtful we'd ever get pregnant on our own. After countless failed IUIs, several "trials" with various fertility meds, and many tears, we decided to leave our fertility specialist two months ago. After I was told, "Just because you WANT a baby, doesn't mean it's in the cards for you," I'd had enough.
This was the second month of ttc on our own, and I suppose it worked! I know you rarely see a false positive, but I'm feeling so guarded right now. I'm so worried about being heartbroken again.
Is this what the next 9 months is going to be like? I'm freaking out.....
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