I can't deal with seizures anymore, suicidal please help?

Question

I'm ready to put a bullet in my head. I have horrible aura with grand mal that includes going blind for 40 mins, seeing dead people, and horrible violent vomiting. I can't do this anymore. Yes I have a therapist, yes I am on anti anxiety, antiseizure and anti depressants. I think about seizures and having them all day. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!

Answer 1

I know what to do! First of all take a deep breath. Close your eyes... think of all the pleasant things life has to offer. Remember the old adage that "life is not a bed of roses", but still make the most of your life. Remember there are people who have faith in you, have many hopes pinned on you and love you dearly. I don't have seizures but have a strange food allergy due to which cannot eat most of my favorite food items, fruits, vegetables etc. I can eat only a few items. It is depressing! I conquered my anxiety be deep breathing and regular exercises I derive my happiness out of making people happy. So make people happy give them your best of smile and see the transformation it brings into yourself.

Hope this helps you kick out the depression.

Answer 2

find you a good man. i'm sorry i can't help more. take care