I can't feel any emotions.?

Question

I really can't, all I feel is hate and anger most days.

I laughed at my friends mothers death, I laughed at 9-11, and I told kids that Santa wasn't real.

I haven't felt depressed, just angry.

I didn't have a good childhood, my father mentally and verbally abused me while my older brother tortured me.

Is there anything wrong with me?

Answer 1

If you're feeling anger  YOU DO FEEL EMOTIONS. There is nothing wrong with you, what I think is wrong is the past experiences you've had. Our parents are supposed to be there for us when we need them. They should provide enough respect and love to make us grow strong. Now, if your dad abused you in those way you said he did, he broke this normality of parenthood. Anger is a very common symptom of depression. (you know, depression isn't only about feeling sad) I got kicked out of many school for fighting and hurting people, simply because I was so angry at the world. I really suggest that you talk to someone you care about. Someone who will support you no matter what. Maybe mom? a close friend? a cousin? If none of these people can help, don't hesitate to seek for professional help. You don't have to be mentally ill or depressed to go to a therapist. Its seems like you have all this anger inside you and that, on the long run is very unhealthy, trust me, I've been there, and recently got my back messed up due to enormous amounts of stress caused by anger. If you feel angry, also try screaming, punch a pillow, write in a journal till your pen breaks. Let it out.

You're not alone in this, and please, if you need to talk to anyone (if you can't rely on anyone you actually know), you're more than welcome to ask me anything.

Good luck, and remember, this phase will pass.  

Answer 2

Mild detachment disorder, borderline antisocial. you should seek help/ therapy. It's not the end of the world, you just need a little help. Every one does from time to time.

Answer 3

Well, you are feeling emotions, just not the ones you feel are appropriate for the given situations.  I'd find someone to talk to.  You'll be happier in the long run!

Answer 4

It's not your fault that your father and brother acted like little ******* and physically and emotionally hurt you, and that was the cause of why your always angry all the time. I makes sense that you laughed at your friend's death because the pain you've already been through made you feel pleasure in other's feeling worse pain than you. And Santa Claus isn't real! There's nothing wrong with telling little kids the truth!

Answer 5

u have numb ur self for problem that u may be dealing with, this is the way u cope with ur problems