i love this guy truly and deeply, we were together about 10 months ago, then he broke up with me because he was stressing over his A levels, and i am 2 years younger than him, then we were SO close for a long time, me still being madly in love with him, then his best friend who is like a sister to him, decided she loved him, then was jelous that we were still an item so she told him all this false stuff about me, like that i hated him and bitched about him and stuff
he believed her because she doesnt seem the type of person that would lie and they were close so he then didnt want to see me or talk to me anymore
ive tried to move on and ive done stupid stupid things to myself because i cant...
i havent seen him for months and i still love him with all my heart and whatever i do i cant move on, and with her being in the way, and him not speaking to me, im in despair
now theyre closer than ever, theyre unbelivably close and i cant stand seeing them together (even though theyre not dating) and it hurts
i cant confront this girl because whatever i say to her gets passed onto him and he thinks even worse of me
it hurts. so, so much
any tips songs or anything? please help me move on =[ PLEASE
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