I cant remember my old self!

Question

Way back in 5th grade I started pulling the dumb blonde act to be funny because i love to make people laugh. I am now in 8th grade and I still kind of act that way, and people expect me too. I used to be EXTREMLY intelligent. I was in spelling bees, I went to a preschool for gifted children, I learned to read when I was 2 and started preschool at age 2 1/2. I want to be like that again! I cant take this anymore! How can i go back to my normal life again? I miss it and I need help. I even got a math tutor which i DONT need at all! This is getting way out of hand, please help!

Answer 1

Just be your self. Do things that YOU enjoy, dont try to impress people. You'll be a lot happier that way. Drop the mental block. Chances are when you do something dumb, in the back of your mind you know it, you just block it out. Take a deep  breath and say, "Im gonna be me, if you dont like it you  can kiss my @$$." You  wont be your "old self" again, because as you grow you change. But that doesnt mean that you cant be your self. Start fresh and just be you. Do what you like. Dont let other people affect the way you think or feel. I dont feel like this will help much, but its what I do and I'm happy with who I am. If people judge you  for it, they're the ones that are insecure.

Answer 2

Heres the thing you will never be that person you were before so dont try to go back to that person. Create a new you that is who your gong to like and be happy with. Good Luck and God Bless