I cheated on my boyfriend?

Question

i cheated on my bf with his best friend cause me and his best friend were really close b4 we started going out. My bf was gone for awhile and me and his friend started hookin up and we told him about it and it was the SECOND time i did it with the same person too him and im not proud and donttt lecture me on it. My boyfriend still loves me and wants to go out with me but i want to make it up to him. Can anyone help me with that pleaseeee

Answer 1

You can't make it up to him.  That's the problem.  You've taken his trust and tossed it out the window.  Twice.  And not with some stranger either time but his best friend.  You realize that's like you putting a beating on a spouse and asking them to forgive you.  It's emotional damage.  And he will ALWAYS look at you and this best friend and wonder.  Eventually that will tear him apart.  Sorry there isn't any advice for that sort of thing despite what everyone else on here wrote.

And now you have to live with it.