I don't care anymore about anything?

Question

i want to die. My parents are probably gonna make me move again. At last i got into my 1st choice high school. my parents are saying that their gonna move to another state in 2009... its not the 1st time, it has happen to me ALOT! when i was 3 i moved to japan and from japan i moved to my country and from their i went to Arkansas (USA) and then again i went to japan and from there now I'm in NY. and their saying their gonna move to another state cuz of their job. i went to alot of schools.

elementary school- i went to about 8 different schools

and in middle school i went to like 3

i never stayed in one school.

I just wanna die. I mean I'm only 14. I love my family but this is too much... i want a die I'm not

smart

pretty

talented

or anything!

No one even likes me that much...

now im worried that i will have to get into a zone school... the school i got into has a huge aggriculture program and its good for me cuz i want to be a vet. but idk...i don't wanna live anymore.

Answer 1

I'm the parent of 2 teen girls and they have been moved alot too. About wanting to die, thats the last thing that you want....trust me. When i was your age, i wish i had parents that moved around alot cause it would have gotten me out of the sh*&@y school system and city we lived in. Understand that life doesn;t have to suck. Its not that bad. Trust me...when we moved from Georgia to Germany, my oldest daughter went through all kinds of emotions before the move even saying she won't get on the plane....well now its 2 1/2 years later and she made so many friends. She just left today to go back to the states for college. IT GETS BETTER.....if moving is the worst thing in your life right now....your in for a world of hurt when you get older. Be young...enjoy life NOW! How do you think all these moves are affecting mom and dad? Talk to them...let them know how you feel don't be afraid to let it all out either. Trust me if they really love and care for you, they'll listen. Good luck kid.

Answer 2

awww im so sorry for what your going through :( i truley am. plz don't think like that. DON'T DO IT!!!!. look i think that whats going on is that your being a teenager. your in that stage where you don't care about anything, your sad about everything and always crying. i know how you feel. i think that you have two problems that you have right now and they are so big that there making you really weak in your emotions. so talk to your parents tell them that you don't want o move anymore. tell them that youve had enough! mayb you can stay to live with an aunt or someone that you feel safe and like family with. mayb your parents will allow that to happen.

you need to tell your parents about how you feel and that you want to die. plz no one has the right to take there lives away only god does. so plz don't do a stupid thing like that. ive gone through all that already i attempted suicide and i really regret it so much, because i was so selfish! i didnt think about my family about how sad they were going to be i only thought about me! you need to talk to someone that you love and trust. they need to here you out because you have so much inside of you that you need to tell someone you need to let it all out. trust me it will make you feel so much better. i wish you the best of luck. hang in there girl! pray and ask god to help you with what your going through!

GOD BLESS YOU!!!! =]

if theres anything i can help you with please e-mail me through my profile i will b more than happy to help you!!! i will pray for you and your family. hope i helped you out in some way! =]

Answer 3

Stop exaggerating.  Yes, moving around a lot can suck, but it's hardly a matter for suicide.  And you're probably a lot more smart, pretty, talented, and loved than you think.  Many teens feel isolated and undesirable, and your frequent moves have exacerbated that tendency and prevented you from developing close and lasting relationships.  It's understandable, but it's also fixable.

Talk to your parents, and let them know how hards these moves are on you.  Tell them you need more stability in your life, even if it means giving up other things.  Tell them you need some therapy to help with your depression and self-esteem.

Of course you want to live - you just want to be happier, to have a more fulfilling life, to have a chance to help the animals you love.  

Answer 4

I'm sorry to hear about yr difficulties, that sux.  Although i think it sounds like youv'e had a prety interesting life thus far, i always wished that i had traveled, and it may help you to make good friends in the future to have been to so many interesting places.  Maybe this will be a good thing.  God bless.

Answer 5

first of all you need to slow down life is to short to want to die. If you got into the school that you wanted to get into it can't be that bad. you need to talk to your parents about getting some stability for you. Is there a Aunt, cousin or relative of some sort you could stay with while their careers wonder around the world? Is there a way they could just stay put for a couple of years? I do think that you need to find a counselor fast and follow through with the counselors suggestions.

Answer 6

dont say that!everyone has a talent.everyone is beautiful in a different way.maybe you should talk with ur parents.thats the best idea.i tell u something.im only 12.i wanted to kill myself once but i was too scared and i didnt do it.now im happy.talk to your prents about this.i think its important.hope i helped.

Answer 7

Moving a lot has its pros and cons. Think of it like this you've seen more of the world than most people ever will. You really should stop putting yourself down I'm positive your good at something. Talk to your parents about moving so much maybe there is something that they can do.

Answer 8

Hang in there!  It is definitely not worth dying over.  You say  your are not smart, pretty, or talented but your letter here is very compelling.  You have a great way of expressing yourself in writing.

You have had experiences in your life that many people will never have in a lifetime.  Even some kids who never move feel distant from other kids in their school.  Write down your experiences.  What an amazing change to move from Japan to Arkansas.

And your interest in becoming a vet is Great!  There are so many things you can do now to get yourself ready for that and into a good college.  You can study for and take CLEP exams to get advanced placement.  You can read great books about other vets (My favorite series is the All Things Bright and Beautiful series).

Once you are 18 you can move out and find a job with a vet and never ever move again if that is something you would like to do.  You are 14 and the world is your oyster.

Shake off the dust of not caring about anything anymore and realize what a wonderful, unique person you are with so much to contribute.  Volunteer at your nearest animal shelter.  There is nothing like a lost puppy to lift your spirits.

Hang in there!

Answer 9

Wow!  You sound really depressed!  When I was a kid, my dad was in the military and we moved a total of 12 times (before I was 16).  So, I can totally relate to what you are going through.  I was extremely shy, wasn't good at sports, and didn't fit in . . .

The best thing you can do is just to look at the bright side.  It is not the end of the world if you move, but it is extremely hard and stressful.

I would tell your parents about your feelings.  I can only suggest making your best effort to make friends, learn new things, etc.  (And I'm sure you've heard all that garbage before).  A good topic starter is to tell other people about the different places you lived.

Answer 10

don't give up on life just because of a situation that might turn out to be better for you

you sound very negative right now, and i know the situation you are in is causing that negativity.. but you have to know that your parents are not doing this on purpose..

until then, you have to make the most with the things that you have now

Answer 11

Being 14 years old is so hard in itself. The choices you make now are seriously going to affect you forever.

I moved around alot too when I was young I relate to what you are going through.I was also idealisng dying. Stop doing that ASAP please for your own good. You can get through it just like so many other people have.

You have to find a way to cope. Seeking out your interests is a fantastic way to do that(agriculture).  

You really need to talk to your parents but--- It is really important that they LISTEN to you most of all. They cant just spout out advice at you. They need to understand how stressful this is for you. I recently moved and  I'm well into adulthood and I was stressed. This is a time when you are learning to be independant yet the moving makes you more dependant on them. All this while your peers are moving ahead and developing relationships with each other and you are "left out".

I did something everytime I moved that really helped me meet other kids in school. I would bring a huge bag of bulk candy to lunch. Do this 3 or 4 times.Even the people that made fun of me would come over and ask if they could have some. I became very popular. I had no talent, was chubby, short, and only so so pretty with make up. I wore jeans and sneakers and sweatshirts nothing fashionable. I didn't feel so strange after people started talking to me.

Answer 12

Just talk to your parents and you dont really wanna die you wanna live to see the days when your parents cant uproot your whole life because its beneficial for them

Answer 13

You need to chill with that you want to die stuff.   Moving alot during child/adolescent years is not a reason to die.    Take this as an opportunity to make new friends and be smart, funny and pretty!    Soon you wont have to worry as you will be grown.    Most schools have some sort of 4H or Agriculture program.    

Answer 14

This discussion needs to take place with your parents.  Not that anything will change, but they need to know how you feel.  They may be able to adjust their plans to make things easier for you.