my dad died when i was like 7-8 and i didn't cry a bit (people have died, friends have moved, pets have run away, ect. since then but i'm not going into details) i'm never sad its weird and i have no idea in h**l why my life is like that any hints why i'm like this would help it's not that i connect crying with sadness i just don't really get sad at anything now angry is a big difference if i'm at fight club and i just got a punch in the gut i get pissed but when i was in somalia and i saw my friend get punched through with a bullet to this day all i can say is "well that sucked" i'm not hiding my emotions or anything, the best way to describe it is the guy who works at a funeral home he'll pretend to be sad, he'll say i'm sorry for your loss but honestly it's just life and death to him
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