I am moving away from home to start college in five days and I am really sad! I have been in total denial and have been numb to everything I was feeling, so up until a few days ago, I wasn't sad or anything. Now I have accepted that fact that I will be leaving soon and am very aware that I have just a few more nights in my own bed and then I have to go away. I don't want to move! Right now, I live on a big farm, by the river where it's calm and serene, with lots of animals (which are my whole life by the way...always have been) and TONS of space and room to do whatever I want. In a few days though, I have to move to the big city (which I am completely terrified of) and live in a small, cramped apartment with people all around me. I can't stand even staying in the neighboring small town for more than one night, let alone a big city. My farm is completely where my heart is. I know that I have to move away, but I don't want to! I don't want to leave my house, my room, my farm, my animals, my family! I know it's just going to take time to get used to everything, but does anyone have any suggestions on how to cope with this? I am really having a hard time!
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