Hi, I am bipolar and have adhd, social anxiety, ocd and panic disoder.
I am 24 years old and just graduated and it took me 6 years to graduate.
I have been on medicine for bipolar disorder, and social anxiety and i talk to a therapist about ocd and panic disorder when it gets really bad.
So i have been reading about dyslexia and see that as a child i had these problems. Its is not so much reading letter backwards and such, its just that i never liked reading, especially out loud, and would have trouble understanding the "tricky" questions on tests. I also had trouble following the story when i would read, unless i was really really concentrated, which was hard. I would find myself reading it again and again to understand.
Now due to being bipolar and feeling my first manic episode 6 years ago, much of things before that have been confusing and hard to remember.
I do know that during these 6 years suffering from manic and depressive episodes, i had trouble concentrating and reading things, but i knew it was caused by my thoughts racing all over the place. I would often have to sit down and think about something and structurally put everything in order in my mind to understand it.
Right now, when I am typing, I have a habit of forgetting forgetting important words or i misspell words thinking its another word.
example:
"i think i go without saying some worlds"
thats really supposed to be
"i think i can go without saying some words". I would add and subtract things unconsciously.
I understand some of these are just bipolar tendencies, but could some be dyslexia?
I really don't want another problem to seek therapy for, i finally started getting things together and i am planning on getting an IT job soon.
I mean I graduated high school and college with a 3.7 and 3.3 GPA respectively. When i got bad grades it was usually me procrastinating, or being lazy, or depending myself on cheating. Some good grades came from cheating, but only on tests(yes yes, i know cheating is very wrong, i stopped around junior year)
How do I seek help? Should i ask my psychiatrist to test me on it?
Bipolar disorder has definitely taken a large toll on my mind...
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