I have smoked weed three times in my life. The first time i was not used to the drug i smoked a dub with 4 people, you can say i smoke more than the others. at first i liked it. was laughing having a good time, then i remmeber sitting on the floor and all of a sudden it felt as if i was falling backwards when i really wasn't like everything was spinning. and when i got up it felt as if i were numb and i was zoning out. i thought i was gonna die. and i couldnt really control myself. it was pretty scary. the next day i felt still quite weird........then the next time i smoked. i felt just relaxed, but i did smoke not as much. and then the third time i smoked i smoked allot u can say i kept telling myself i was okay so i wouldnt panic but i felt really alert. and like i wasnt fully normal. i thought i felt kinda numb and i dont no i felt really weird, like when i went to go move or something and i had to keep talking to my friends so i wouldnt panic. and i feel really nevous on it like somethings gonna happen to me.like im scared im not gonna be able to control myself.and when i woke up the next day i felt really strnage like my head hurt. like now i feel like im getting better but ..... idont no like i want to just like it ya no like feel good like others.laugh what shouldi do. and is it normal to feel how i do
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