I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm just 14, PLEASE HELP BEFORE I COMMIT SUICIDE!?

Question

I don't know what's wrong with me. All I want to know is if there is a certain scientific name for it, & where to get help BESIDES my parents.

I don't think I'm bisexual. I like boys. But when I really get to know a girl good, I look to them for support. Sometimes, I say things to make myself to feel better when thy tell me they what they would do If I died, it makes me feel important. But whenever they talk to other people, or don't talk to me, I feel SO left out and DEPRESSED so I get high. This only temporarily numbs the pain.

I've counted 3 ppl (all girls) that I've compulsively thought about during one time in the past 3 yrs. (1 a yr.)

and I don't know what wrong. It makes me so depressed. Is it like an obsessive disorder or am I just psychotic?

Please, I RLLY NEED SOME HELP.

Answer 1

know your self. are you really a bisexual or not. because liking boys is bixualism. after knowing what you are then act like it. your friends are just treating you crappy because you are young and you might be irritating them about your problem since you tried to look for their support. you are exaggerating. statisticall, 14 years old commiting suicide is very very rare.

Answer 2

Please call 1-800-273-TALK.  They can help you.  No one here can!  Call them asap!

Answer 3

i think that looks like some degree of ADD. attention deficit disorder

Answer 4

someone suggested a phone number,something talk,you should call it yourself and tell the person you speak with how you feel be honest and hopefully they will help you.also i think you should pray and just open yourself up in your prayer.it will all work out for you just try to be positive.

Answer 5

drugs are not the answer would you be depress if you got caught on drugs and people didn't talk to you anymore. go to the school counselor she/he can help you just have to be open  

Answer 6

Stop taking the drugs and pick up the Bible and read it.  Everyday pray to God to help you with your problem, he will guide you through it.

Answer 7

if people don't talk to you, talk to them. they're probably shy. step up and be bold. don't be afraid to talk to anyone, and talk about anything. music, clothes, blah blah. even ask a guy out. everyone will see how daring and cool you are and want to be your friend. hugs not drugs!

Answer 8

I don't truly feel qualified to offer advice, but I will attempt to contribute just a bit.  Teenage age years are extremely hard for a number of reason.  It is the time that people tend to find their true identity.  Sexuality start becoming more and apparent also.  Giving yourself a label won't really solve any issues.  I can promise you killing yourself won't correct anything either.  What I think should be at least one of your goals is to find out what it is about these particular girls that peeks your interest.  Their conversation, their feelings towards you or their overall acceptance of who you are.  It may not be something that only girls have.  From what you said in your text. I looks like they cared for you.  Sometimes that is all we are looking for.  Plus you also gotta add in hormonal changes.  It is a lot of things going on with you at that age.

Answer 9

You need professional help ASAP!

Answer 10

If you are honestly feeling suicidal, please call 911 or a suicide hotline immediately.