I dont know what to do, help?

Question

Okay, so for the past year i've felt strange. I was in a relationship with a guy for two years, who was very confusing, and suffered from depression, he also lied and and was very deceiving, and its been 6 months and i'm just starting to get over him. My home life isn't all that great. I'm fourteen years old and i'm starting high school in two days. I cant have a social life because of me having to constantly babysit my hyper active brother. I have to do my own laundry, along with my moms because shes afraid of the basement. I've have four stepdads, and ive been through a lot of family issues. Everybody claims that I dont do enough around the house, it frustrates me because my mom makes me out to be a selfish ***** to everybody when i'm not, no matter which way I explain this to her she doesnt seem to get that shes in the wrong. I feel like i'm frozen and no matter what I do nothing will ever change and ill never be able to live a normal life again. I feel like everything being happy for more then a few hours is impossible, what should I do? talking to people isnt an option.

Answer 1

Happiness is relative, this comes within  a person, and the only way to know if you are a happy person is when you are alone, if you feel comfortable and don't even need to be with others then you are happy. But, even if you are in a crowd and you just can't be happy then really you aren't. Build that confidence in you again. too young of an age to be burden with so much pressures. You should be studying, enjoying your youth and not carrying responsibilities not your own,,,it is okay to help but not take charge of the whole household... Stand up and rise again, it is not the end of the road for you, get out of that hidden self of yours, you are young, capable to love and be loved, don't let your past ruin your life...be on your guard this time...take care my dear...