Ever since gr.8 , well half way through , i started cutting everyone out of my life , like i stopped answering my friends phone calls , and all i do now is just stay at home on the computer wondering how i got like this . I have onlye ONE friend now , my mom doesnt really seem to listen to my problems , even though i let her rant to me about hers , i`m overweight and it seems like that is taking a toll on my life , i don`t have a dad , and i can never be happy with who i am , on the inside or the out . All the people i hang out with at school , i think/know they don`t really like me . The only one that does is Jeanie , nee who , im even gunna try to change schools to a public school , where people aren`t that s****. yunno ? I want to start over , i mean i have been planning out whats going to happen and everything , i mean if i cant be happy with my outside , then i want to atleast be happy about my inside . I don`t know latley i've just been feeling really alone/lonely .
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