I doubt myself to much

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and my boyfriend hates it but i cant stop im just so uncomfortable with myself, being called fat and ugly by my family member i guess has really hurt me and i beilve it , my bf is everything i ever wanted and jealousy is a bad thinkg but i get jealous for no reason if theres other girls in the room because theyre thin and pretty and everything a guy would kill for really except thier nasty hoe-ness but i told him i dont feel like im good enough for him but im really am lucky i have someone like him and i love him alotttt.

but i cant help but doubt myself! i was skinny and my personality was just to die for my whole life up until recently. i wish i can go after what i plan on to like trying to for cheerleading/school softball but i think im never good enough and i wont make it and i just hate my appearance and the way i act now.

i dont know how to change this. Ne tips and plus i cant go to a gym or something because i basiclly live in the middle of nowhere and theres nothing to do

Answer 1

You sound like you are kind-hearted.  Since you said you live in a rural area, you probably are not evil like the people in the city.  This might be why you feel that way and you have too much time to think about it?  Believe me, if you get a chance to join something in high school, DO IT because you never get those years back...  Work out at home if you want to.  Just simple push ups and sit ups and bike rides will go a long way.  You have an advantage to go biking or roller blading because you live in the country.  Hope this helps...

Answer 2

drink

Answer 3

You  are your enemy. It's up to you to be friends with yourself.

Answer 4

...you bf believes in YOU, you should believe in YOURSELF too...

...if not, YOU will lose your BF and have a very low self esteem value of YOURSELF...

Answer 5

Your bf is with you because he can see what you refuse to, a sincerely nice, timid person.

You just need to have some self belief & then you can do what ever you want to do.

What your family member said about you was a horrible, nasty thing, it shows their immaturity & believe it or not their jealousy towards you.

If you hate your appearance then try doing something new with your hair, dye it or re-style it in a new way.

When you go clothes shopping buy something in a bright colour.

If you wear make up, try using different colours or tone your usually colours down with lighteners.

You're way too hard on yourself, I bet your a gorgeous girl, your bf can see it, in time hopefully so will you.

Good luck. X :-)