I dream of dead bodies but never see faces of any one i have ever known.?

Question

i love seeing ghost serials but my dreams never show things i have seen in them. i see myself running away from bodies, from life trying to hide things. i always wanted to die for my country but my parents who have only me are worried. they don't want to loose me but i want freedom but how is death connected with it. i am not a coward to commit suicide. ever since i can remember i have mostly dreamt of death, destruction and dead bodies help me

Answer 1

Perhaps you feel your life is somehow a "dead end".  But you can choose for it to be more than that.  You are a person with gifts and talents.  Instead of wanting to die for your country, you would do better to invest your energies into developing your skills so that the world will be a better place because of how you LIVE your life.

You say you are not afraid to die, but you are actually romanticizing death as an escape because you are afraid to live.

Dedicate your life to serving those who have great need.  At some point, you will look around and realize you are surrounded by others who are also serving.  These are the people whose friendship will be a blessing that makes your life worth living.

Dying for your country may be seen as heroic, but most who die for their country would have preferred to live for their country.  Be the gift that KEEPS on giving.  

God bless you!

ADDED:  Perhaps the dead bodies are "dead traditions" that imprison you.  Ask God to reveal to Himself to you in a way that will show you which traditions are dead, man made rules and which actually are from Him, to promote His desire for us to have full life.