I dreamt I drowned someone, please help me interpret? ?

Question

I haven’t slept properly in nearly a week. (Well, it’s the worst week I’ve ever had so far (concerning my sleeping habits) since I have insomnia) Usually, the most rest I’ve gotten this week came from when I closed my eyes and woke up about two to four hours later, but feeling like I’ve only had my eyes closed for about a second…and then I don’t know…everything is kind of slow (?) or blurry in way, kind of like I’m too fast to catch up? Yesterday (or maybe it was today, I can’t be sure anymore) I woke up from this really…vivid dream after sleeping for about six hours. Its starting to scare me, because in the dream I remember drowning two people in the washer. I’ve checked—everything talks to you about “seeing yourself drown” or something else like that. But it wasn’t me. I’m positive that I’m not the one in the washer. I remember someone else being with me-a man, so it couldn’t have been me-standing beside me and putting them both in the washer, closing it and turning it on. I remember feeling this…I’m not sure how to describe it. It’s a cross from amusement to sadness to something else…kind of like, joy but more sad. I remember feeling the person standing beside me give off this vibe; kind of like he was really enjoying it and he kept looking at me like he wanted me to enjoy it too. I remember seeing the two people inside the washer struggling; slapping their hands on the door trying to get it open; and I remember opening it out of guilt after seeing the person struggling too much, but find out I’m too late and one of them died. The worst part about this is that the person that did live just stares at me…not angry, upset, or hurt or anything like that…just a stare. The last things I remember is that the man beside me just disappears (not sure how to describe it; later on in the dream I don’t see him anymore; and I felt this kind of…acceptance? I think, I’m not sure) and that the entire dream was in grey (you know how in Sin City you can tell if a person is wearing red lipstick or if they’re blonde or something like that, well in my dream everything was in grey…but I could see certain colors dulled; like green and blue and yellow (blonde hair)) ...and i'm giving you a lot to read... i'm sorry...

Answer 1

Lack of sleep is actually a form of torture and mind control in some situations.

It is done because sleep deprivation can drive you to such distraction that you can hallucinate, make bad decisions , and any number of other abnormal things.

You really do need to get some rest, but you know that already!

If you are living at home , you really need to talk to your parents about this, A visit to the Doctor may be in order.

As far as the dreams I wouldn't put too much stock into 'meanings' . Our minds try to sort things out and deal with things we have been exposed to during the day . A lack of sleep , or a very stressful situation can affect what we dream too.  

Answer 2

yep what she said

Answer 3

Maybe in your dream you were being possesed or something, and as far as not sleeping anymore, your body is probably scared to sleep.

Answer 4

Is it right that someone else has walked in your and pretty much draw your attention?

Hang on and slow down a bit.

It`s just like dancing got to listen to the rythme of the music.

And what is more, please do not be afraid.