i never purposely kill insects. if i see a beetle stuck in the pool, i cup it and set it free. if there's a moth stuck in the house, i'll find a way to shoo it out.
i have one exception: cockroaches. i am deathly afraid of them. i more or less lose my sh*t when i see one. all rationality goes out the window, and i spray them until the floor is flooded with raid. i scream bloody murder. sometimes i sleep with a can of raid in my bed when i think i've heard it's creepy feet scuttling around my room. and i leave the bodies there for weeks until i can get someone else to pick it up for me. i fear them breeding and taking over my home.
i hate it. it's like i go temporarily insane. i have nightmares about them crawling on my face.
i want to stop killing them! a roach's life is just as important as a ladybug's life, but i would never think of killing a ladybug. i can't even imagine trying to capture one and set it free, i'd literally p**p everywhere. what should i do? :(
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