I feel like dying i will never see my daughter again?

Question

i just broke up with my gf of 5 years for cheating on me. She packed her stuff and moved almost 6 hours away. I've raised my stepdaughter since she was 2 days old, so i'm the only dad she's ever known. i don't have any legal way of doing anything about it. i just gotta take all the love and times we had together and throw it all away like it never happened. before she was born i was a complete piece of trash. i fought,stole,sold drugs ect. i just didn't care about anyone but myself. The only thing that saved me from death or jail was her and now i'll never get to see her again. i don't want to go back to all that but it's all i see in my hometown and besides being a good dad for her drugs are all i know. i just don't think i'll make it without my lil girl. what do i do?

Answer 1

Can you imagine the complete and total disaster of a life that awaits your stepdaughter?

Sad.

She has "born loser" written all over her and it's all thanks to you.  

Answer 2

I'm really sorry for what happened to u

first dont panic theres a solution for sure

second its your gf lose

third if your hometown does drugs and all of these stuff you gotta leave it if u dont think you can handle the peer pressure if u can ull always be awarded cos peer pressure is hard to not give in to

forth I think you're a great guy and I'm so sorry if I didn't help you you will always be carved in your daughters memory and ur gf is prob going to come begging back to you anyways

u shud go after her wat r u doing on ur computer man go look for her get her back ur just wasting time if u love her so much move your *** I mean like NOW

tc

Answer 3

if you moved (you don't seem to have any good reasons to stay where you are) closer to your ex would she let you stay in the girl's life?  a free babysitter is tempting      

if you really never do get to see her again do throw your love away -  honor the miracle that little girl worked in your life changing you from a creep to a caring human being - she helped you learn to be a good person now don't blow it just because she can't be with you  -  who knows - maybe when she is older you and she might meet again and you would want her to be proud of the man that you are