I feel like killing myself?

Question

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im 14, but im really mature for my age

but,

like in my life i have nobody anymore

no friend's, expect a bestfriend who has been in my life since i was 1 but she live's 40 minutes away from me.

i've talked to pretty much everyone at my school and in my grade but everyone is just either fake/stupid/ or just backstabbing.

i've even tried to swtich school's but i can't.

1 year ago i use to be the most happiest, confident , popluar girl, who never even thought of killing herself.

n know i don't even know who i am anymore.

all the people i have TRULY cared about just walked out of my life like i ment nothing to them :(

& this is probley the most saddest i have ever been in my life,

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what can i do?

if your goanna be an *** about c**p don't even bother to answer.

Answer 1

aw sweetie im 16 and sometimes i feel that way too but just go to god and let him work it out for you it will be ok  

Answer 2

Read "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren (best seller). It will turn your life around and help you find joy.

Answer 3

don't

not being comfortable in your own skin is painful and makes us think stopping life is a cure - but it is not

usually if you are feeling 'painful/depressed/etc" get up and do something to take you outside your mind, go help someone else and take the focus off you - there is a lot more to life than you - go find out what that is

Answer 4

i went thru the same thing last chrismas....my friend died from drugs...then my other buddies got caught with drugs at school.... i felt like c**p, for like ever, but u eventually get over it..trust me...

Answer 5

What do you want me to say? You want me to say yeah, go ahead, do it. Kill yourself, forget about everybody. Focus on yourself. No, of course you don't expect that. You want me to tell you not to do it. You want me to say you're needed and loved. You want me to tell you how important it is that you stay alive.

The truth is, I can type that until I break my fingers. But you know what, that won't help. No matter how much I type that, it won't make you feel better. You know why? Because I don't know what goes on in your life. I don't know who you are, what makes you you. That's it, see. That's the block. That stops me being able to save you. Which is, after all, the whole reason you asked the question.

I think that you don't want to die at all. I think you're scared. Every things changing, you're growing up and you're scared. So, you look for the "easy" way out. 'Cept it's not easy. You're family & friends lives will be ruined, forever.

You won't know, at all, what you're proposing until you take the steps towards it. Fear kills people, just like it will you if you don't wake up.

Talk to someone. Me if you like. You'll feel a million times better.

I don't know if I class as an "a*s" for telling you the truth, but you know what? I don't care.

Answer 6

nonononono, not a good choice! Just keep talking to your parents, you'll get through this, i know it. Just don't do that. Please, it's not a good idea! :(

Answer 7

I think you need to talk to someone, either your parents or a counselor, because this is a very serious issue. You can probly work it out by talking. But you need help. Have you been feeling like this for a while? Because sometimes, I have depressing days as well, everyone does. Just please talk to someone you trust.  

Answer 8

Well,Im in a similar situation.I dont feel like kiling myself though.I just got into highschool and I know NO one.Everyone already has friends so Im kinda a third wheel.And everyone there are jerks or fake or backstabbers.It sucks.I could be your friend though my name is Matt Im 15.The only advice I can give you is what Ive been doing.I go to school do my work, and have a few shallow conversations.I dont enjoy it,but I know it will be over in a few years.I mean jeez you have a lot to look forward to:College,a job,driving,dates.And who knows maybe youll meet a friend.At least thats my view on it.Dont be a sadsack though talking that way is a waste.You as at least an able bodied person can help people.Just dont give up.

Answer 9

You need to talk to a therapist right away. Therapists are great, tell her/him everything that is on your mind. They are great at talk therapy and if needed, prescribing an anti depressant. Good luck you, and hang in there. Suicide is never the answer.

Answer 10

Hi Rawr,

I can see that you are suffering, that you feel abandoned and lonely.  I can also see that you are a great kid, capable of happiness and friendship.

We all go through hard days - specially at your age when we have to deal with all kinds of emotions that emerge and are new to us.  

Please don´t kill yourself - you may have no idea how many people will suffer for the rest of their lives if you do something like this.  Your parents, siblings, your dear friend, teachers and even your school friends.  Even me, I will be very sad if you kill yourself.

It is hard for all of us to make friends at this age because we all go through an important stage of self-knowledge.  We kind of think that we are the center of the universe.  This is why your friends in school, who are more immature, behave like that.  

You are not in that stage anymore, because you can feel the pain.  The pain is healthy in a way, which shows that you have started to move ahead from that feeling of being the center of the universe.  You can see others, you can see yourself.

The next step is that you learn to see how precious and lovely you are.  The moment you realize this, the sun will shine again for you.

And I hope it always shines, even in the rainy days.

Agua

Answer 11

Please take a minute and think about what I am about to say.

When I was your age, I HATED school, everyone was rotten, people called me fat, I got good grades but repeatedly failed math, and I had about 2 friends in the whole wide world.

I toughed it out for all of highschool, and slowly, during my final year, I started to figure myself out. Everyone (who used to be jerks) started to mature too, and they eventually stopped acting like they were so high and mighty. I made a few more friends and started to really have a good time by the end of it.

But here's the funny thing...I went off to university and realized how absolutely silly I behaved in highschool. I thought highschool was the be-all end-all. And even after university (I'm 27 yrs old now) I realized how silly I behaved in university. Looking back now at people in highschool and uni, who are soooo sad about their lives, I kinda feel bad for them because it's just a small blip in the whole timeline of their life. But they are obsessing about it like it's gonna make or break their soul!

That is a big problem with society today. I find a lot of music and tv shows/movies seem to depict that to in order to be happy, you have to have friends, have the newest clothes, be thin, be rich, etc etc. Bascially, everyone has to "be" something they are not.

When I became an adult, and went out into the world (whether by travelling, trying out a new career, meeting my boyfriend, or moving to a new city) I looked back felt so stupid for letting these people/events affect me. I still think about random people/events of highschool and laugh at myself for obsessing/being paranoid/being depressed about it. It honestly means nothing to me now.

Sorry that this was really long, but I just wanted to explain my point of view. I can't tell you to DO or NOT DO anything. But I can tell you that there is a big beautiful planet out there and these people in your school are just a few morons out of SIX BILLION.

You will find yourself, maybe you're just in the wrong place for now... but not for ever. Please know you are never stuck.  

Answer 12

you are only 14 im sure you are beautifuland  you are going through some things now but at the same time life is not easy and im sure people havent forgot abut you maybe they are soing through tough times now have you tried reaching out to them

when you think likke that think about all the people that you will hurt family and friends

the sun dont shine all the time and the rain has to stop sometimes

YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR

Answer 13

No,you do not want to kill yourself.With my experience in this,people who really plan on killing themselves do not bother to announce it.They just do it.The ones that come out and say they plan on doing it are only searching for attention but sometimes in certain situations they do not even realize they just want attention.

Just a few days ago,i was on a case where a person had taken several pills and then turned around and called for an ambulance.upon our arrival the person stated that they wanted to be dead but when asked why they called for an ambulance,they stated that they were upset at their stomach and just wanted to be dead.well in this situation,the patient was only searching for a cure to their problems.If they wanted to die,well they would have never called 911 for an ambulance.

I suggest you talk to a counselor and maybe try to find the good in yourself as we all have good in us.We can all better ourselves and we can always make new friends but it takes self confidence to do it.

maybe you can get involved in church or start doing some kind of community activity,volunteer at the local hospital  or anything that will involve you with others plus it looks better on you when applying for a job later on in life.

good luck and god bless you.  I will keep you in my prayers

Answer 14

first off don't kill yourself it doesn't afffect just you it affects family too it may seem they don't care about u and ignore u but they don't they love u and killing yourself just doesn't feel good or so i can imagine and second...just don't be picky about friends everyone has flaws and you have to just except them for who they are

Answer 15

LOOK

Tomorrow is another day, 1000s wish to be in your shoe

with life is just pretty plane,,, keep watching the poodles GATHER RAIN

dont rush thins you r young and time is long good things always come with the late packages

get your self a hobby its cheaper and better

Answer 16

Dear Rawr,

This is a description of clinical depression and it can be effectively treated by a psychiatrist.  If you want your old self back, then you need to get some help with your brain chemistry.

Don't let this linger long.  It's a dangerous condition.  I've been there and the changes can be dramatic.

Good luck, sweetheart!

Answer 17

this happend to me to 1 year ago i had only a friend then when i becamed more impilcated in school and go to practice tenis evrybody talked with me i'm 14 to but in the school you must be popular if you not you will be just"How i know that girl she is the wildest in her class no wane talks with her"<a stupid girl>

Answer 18

Don't kill yourself! Have you talked to your parents? You will me fine if felt like this when my parents got divoresd try to do other things I played volleyball! And now I have a kid! You will get over it.

Answer 19

You just want attention, grow up.

Answer 20

Talk to someone on msn or your parents and stay with them until you feel okay, safe enough to make sure you won't do anything stupid. Then go to the doctors or a therapist. But right now, don't do anything stupid. Get your best friend on the phone, she should cheer you up, even if it's just for a while.

Answer 21

for a start you should be lucky u have a best friend. Some people have friends even close ones but don't have a best one. Someone who is there for you all the time. Just ask yourself what made you happy & confident and also what made u lose all ur friends because i'm sure u still have some. Stay in contact with ur best friend and tell her how u feel. Some one closer to you is a better chance of being able to help you.  

Answer 22

you know everyone is born for a reason (that is why your parent did it) don't kill yourself just because you are having a very bad time think of it as a bit of a lession! oh and i will be your friend!!!

Answer 23

try an get out more and do things don't feel sorry for yourself it will get you know were tell me about it I was the same way.

Answer 24

Go ahead and do it, there is no place for a coward in today's world.

There is no time to have fun in today's life its all but trying to achieve something or the other and you say this.

You are Such a person that all you care is friends and the things they done to you, what is all this c**p.

Take it the other way Okay. All the friends left you is actually for your good, start a new life with a new circle.

Do you have any targets in your life??? or it just friendship that you need the most.

Have some targets, run for it, achieve it, you will feel top of the world.

Do achieve so much that all those are not with you today repent on leaving you. Become something with whom everybody will look forward to be with, that day don't let anybody know your innermost feelings that you had today.

Be a fighter, or Please go. Thank you for being a good friend to your friends who do not need you. I feel Sorry for your parents and those unlucky people who will need you most in their life in future.

Tell me if you change your mind and ready to fight. Still there is lot to come in your life do not be a looser, if not a winner at least be a fighter.

Bye and take good care of yourself

Answer 25

dont kill yourself because you were born for a reason and eventually you will find a good friend

Answer 26

Dear, everyone has their own problem. Don't look at yourself too deep. Imagine people who has even worse experience. People life just like a wheel ... sometimes they are up and sometimes they are down. Picture yourself, you were popular, happiest and confident and now is about turning upside down. If you said that you are mature than your age then you are wrong ... In the future, more complex situation is there for you to face up. Learn more ... Life is not that short. Have a nice life :)

Answer 27

Ive been down that road several times and its not worth it.  I would definitely seek professional help or you can email me i can tell about my experience with wanting to kill myself.

Answer 28

i know how u feel im in the same situation as u!!but ur only 14!u shouldnt be feeling like tha u need to go see some1.or talk to some1 ur close to.things will get bk to normal for u jus **** happens.things can only get better.well i hope they do!!lol  

Answer 29

All I can say, DO NOT DO IT. Believe it or not, we all have felt this way at one point of our lives. Even me. You have only met a very small fraction of the people in this world. There is definitely someone for you. Just try discussing how you feel with your parents. Help them understand. No matter how awkward you might feel. Never do this to yourself because of some classmate or a back-stabbing friend. Personal lesson I learned. Don't make them feel that important. Just try and be happier. Find a hobby, like listening to music. It always relaxes me. Don't be andry or scared, you will get through it. And if you feel extremely sad, you could go for proffessional help. Life is way too precious and important to give it up. Someone will definitely think you are beautiful and smart and great. Other people don't matter. What they think or what they want. What's important is what you want. Don't give up. One day you will find something great and think of how bad it would have been and how much you would have missed out on if you did this to yourself. Your family loves you and would be crushed to lose you. Don't worry, everything will be allright. And popularity doesn't matter. Just look around you, smell the roses. Try and be the happiest you can. But if you can't get the idea  of suicide out of your mind, call the suicide hotline so you can talk to someone who has probably been throught this as well. I know it hurts and it is frustrating, but its all right to cry every once in a while and let it all out.

Good luck. You will be all right =]

Answer 30

well if you need a friend i will be there for you and i was that way at one time but got over it and just started to annoy the people at school and start to care about the people in my life

hopes this helps!

Answer 31

Why would you make a decison like that based on what people who know nothing about you think. Do what you feel you have to do, and if that means offing yourself, then so be it. Nobody's supposed to live forever.