I feel like punching someone, i am so angry!:'(?

Question

okay so i have had many people walk in and out of my life, too many to even count!And not long ago i found out that my youth pastor is leaving my church just because his friend who is also a pastor there is leaving also! and he has barely been there for a year. i just began to trust him and think that he will stay! that happens with almost every person i have loved! it just sooo frustrating, i cant take it anymore! i cry almost every night cause i am so depressed about it! now that i think about only my friends from school are the people who have stayed in my life!

how do i trust people anymore!

what can i do!

Answer 1

Life is hard and it is never easy, I know. Well that's like my dad, I was about 15 when he said he did not want to be married no more to my mom and did not want to be a dad, it crushed me.

Our next door neighbor was a pastor and I looked up to him, found out he was cheating on his wife. I used to look up to my brother until I found out he cheated on his wife and used to hit her. It hard to trust someone, I trusted my mom when she was alive and I just lost her last Nov, all I got to trust is my wife and my kids