i feel so alone.
like if all my best friends just left me.
school just started,and they all treat me like ****.
like i don't even exist.
lunch, i hate it.
i just sit there..
well theirs crystal and andrea
but i seriously don't have any classes with them.
i just can't wait for high school next year.
i wanna go somewhere were i don't know anyone, i want new friends.
i feel like if i can't tell anyone anything.
like i can't, if i tell any of them something ALWAYS they tell someone.
like i don't trust anyone any more.
i'm seriously crying right now.
i feel so crappy.
it feels like a slap in the face.
so now I'm just going to get into school more.
pay attention, study, get good grades.
i used to get straight A's if not a's and b's.
but ever sincei got into middle school i just get c's and stuff.
i wanna get focused.
i mean. i don't have anything else to do.
like on fridays, we always go to the movies.
i don't ho anymore, why?
cause they don't invite me.
yesterday (friday) almost seriously the whole 8th grade was going to main street, not one person invited. not one.
ughhhh.
any advice?
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