I feel so unloved... I have tried to kill myself and it didn't work... but i still want to die..

Question

I tried killing myself taking over 70 Advil, but i just woke up vomiting foam and a orange fluid.. for over 2 days.. i did not know if i was going to live or if i was still going to die after throwing up.

I hate my life and self so much i cant handle it anymore...

I need help.. what should i do.

I feel so unloved and worthless.. I want to be loved and liked and feel like i am wanted and needed and that someone cares.. all the people i care about and what to care about me don't and they know i am suicidal but they think its a joke.. i am serious.. I WANT TO DIE!! i am not loved and no one cares about me...

Answer 1

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I will be your friend.

I feel the same way man

Answer 2

It will be alright. I';m here for you. I feel the same way as you do. Yes, I have a family but they hate me. Only God cares and loves me.Be my friend and we'll be happy.

Answer 3

I love you because you are childish and cute and serious.WILL YOU BE MY FRIEND?i promise you will always be happy

Answer 4

I guess the quickest way to answer your question...  you need some Jesus baby.  Find a bible start Matthew on... ready 1.. 2... 3... GO

Answer 5

Call this number right now

1-800-784-2433

Answer 6

just relax.it will be ok in the end.I suffer from depression as well and have thought of killing myself before and have self-injured and this all started when i was only 6 years old,no joke.I felt unloved,worthless,ugly.and I kept waiting still nothing then about 2 months before my 17th birthday i met someone that cares about me more than anything or anyone has before.what i'm trying to say is to not give up hope.there will always be someone that loves you but some people have to keep searching(like I did,like you have to do and like many other have had to do or are doing).When the time comes that person will come into your life.I can't talk to you face to face to make it easier but these songs help when I'm depressed so give it a try but like I said don't give up hope.I can always email you if you want or need someone to talk to since i've been through what you're going through:

Peter Gabrielle & Kate Bush-Don't give up

Good Charlotte-Hold on

ZOEgirl-Scream

Paramore-We are broken (a song for anyone that feels depressed it's a song calling for help to feel whole again)

plumb-In my arms

Plumb-Cut (yeah it's about self-harm but what you did is a FORM of it so it's a good inspirational song about looking back on what you've stopped doing like Self-harm and suicide attempts)

Casting crowns-Does anybody hear her

Pink-Nobody knows

Sia-Breathe me

Answer 7

first of all, no one should ever undermine another person for not having an event as sad as losing a loved one and being depressed. everyone takes life differently. to say that you think its worse that your father died and that they have nothing to be depressed about is very rude and insensitive. Losing your father is terrible and i feel very sympathetic towards you, but that doesn't mean you should be rude to other people.

now that i've said that, i've been there, and you are worth so much and mean so much to people. maybe they think its a joke because they don't want to accept that you might do something to yourself> or they're scared to face the reality of your depression?

talk to someone, a counselor anything!

if you believe in God, remember that he loves you because he created you. life is tough sometimes, but its always darkest before the dawn.

you will get through this. people do care about you. talk to a friend or your parents and tell them you need help.

people care, you just need to wake them up.

you are worth a lot more than you think.

Answer 8

Your not alone, i feel the same way

Answer 9

Your attempt to kill yourself didn't work because Jesus has a plan and a purpose for your life. Not allowing it to work was His way of saying: "I'm not letting you go! I love you and need you on this earth. Princess, I think you're beautiful. Princess, you're going to make a difference in the world, so I need you to be alive. Sweetheart, to at least one person in this world you are a HERO. Every day, you do something great and awesome and powerful for the world. You may not see it, but others do. Princess, you are MINE and I will NOT let you go. Princess, I'm not finished with you - this is just the beginning." You have an enemy that is out to kill, steal and destroy but there is a God in Heaven who is mighty to save. A God in heaven who is mighty to transform lives. I too, attempted suicide and it didn't work. Jesus Christ picked me up and transformed my life when I ran into His arms. He's broken my chains and he wants to do the same for you. Don't give up, Princess! You are loved by Jesus - you're precious to Him. You're life is valuable to Him. You're not a mess to Him. You're not a wreck to Him. You're not hopeless or worthless to Him. He NEEDS you, WANTS you and CARES about you. It's no accident that your attempt failed - you were MEANT to live. You ARE meant to live, and you're meant to live for so much more than just tears, heartache, feelings of hopelessness and suicidal thoughts. You're meant for great things. Your time to die is NOT now. Your time to LIVE is now. Run to Jesus - He's waiting for you with open arms. He's waiting to give you the abundant, overflowing, joyful life He has for each and every one of His children. When you feel like you're sinking into deep, raging waters, when you feel the waves at your neck, call upon the name of Jesus - He will lift you up with His strong arms, and place the waves beneath your feet. He's waiting for that call, Princess. Waiting for you to turn to Him for help. He's there for you!

Answer 10

i love u mate, someone cares about u

Answer 11

no one cares ...cynicism will soon rule the world....i'm the same way but not suicidal

Answer 12

It sounds like you are surrounded by people who aren't giving you the love you need. It doesn't mean they don't love you, it just means they are not perceiving your needs. Therefore, you need to answer your own needs. Be your own best friend. Reach down deep inside you and wake up the survival instinct that all humans have inside themselves. The way people are treating you is much more of a statement on the quality of their characters (or lack of it), not on your value. Don't base your value on the opinions of other people. My suggestion to you is that you see a doctor. And don't harm yourself any more! Please. I don't understand why you hate yourself?? There is no reason for that. You need to take good care of yourself. Forgive yourself for any past mistakes. We all make mistakes. Everyone does. Don't be so hard on yourself. Do see a doctor. And do take good care of yourself. You will feel better soon. And it's not true that no one cares about you. I care, even though we are strangers, I care about you and think you are a precious valuable human being.  

Answer 13

Hey :)

You know you are probably asking yourself why you didnt die that night you tried to kill yourself and that is becuase you have a purpose in life thats waiting to be unravel. The only one who can unravel and show you the value you have is God, Jeus christ our saviour.

At the moment your feeling unworthy and you feel lke your not worth of anything but let me tell you something. You are worth soo much more than what you think, your worth the blood of jesus, the one who died on the cross for people like you. The bible saids that God loved you so much that he sent his one and only son to die for you. Now that is amazing. Jesus is the only one that can help you and rescue you becuase all the pain you carry right now jesus died for that alredy so that you wouldnt have 2 suffer with it. All you have 2 do is go down on your knees and tell GOD how u are feeling and trust me he knows exactly what you feel. The bible saids that god noes everything about you!! He created you with different qualities and characteristics for a special calling he has on your life!! you are made different to othersd and even though ur friends are not taking you serious right now God is!!

He is your only true frewn the one you can run to. the bible saids that he is our rock and refuge that means we can deposit all our worries and pain on him for he is the one who carys ur weight!!

jesus is ur onli true frewn!! he will never fail your nor forsake you!! he loves you jus as you are.. u may think bad about urself but god loves everything about you. All you got to do is ask him into your life

i invite you 2 do this prayer with me!! and your life will b different!!

Heavenly father i come to you right now,

with a broken heart and so sick of life at the moment. God you sent your son to die for me so that i could be free and happy so i ask you now 2 please forgive all my sins forgive me for everything and i ask you into my life!! i pray that u may be the centre of my life and please do in me your will!! god come into my life and show me ur love and care!! in your name i pray amen!!

after you hve dne this prayer look for a christian church and tell the pastor or leader what you have just dne and i assure you that after this prayer you will never feel alone.. god will be with you and you wll start seein gods love!! ( you need 2 get a bible aswell okai)

im a christian and trust me God is great!! he has shown me great things and i can confidently tell you he will never leave you but love you and how you his mercy!!

god bless you and i will pray for u aswell!!

p.s JESUS loves you!!!!

Answer 14

My name is Amber.

Email me... Chat with me... I think I understand you. I've been there many times before. Sometimes its just good to chat with someone who gets you. And I have a feeling I get you.

So email me and you will know how I care.

Answer 15

O.o God cares, I care. If you kill yourself, think about who you'll be leaving behind. the people who do care for you. don't make the same mistake my friend did... he killed himself, because he didn't feel loved... think about it do you want your friends to suffer? don't let them suffer forever like i do... it's not fair. I care, I really do DON'T DO IT