I feel suicidal, I need help

Question

i am 15 and i always feel so depressed and i worry about every little thing like when my parents drive me somewhere i just think about how i am just wasting there time and i am not worth the gas they are wasting and things like that. i am scared to ask my parents to take me to a doctor because of what my parents will tell me i can see it now my dad will tell me that i have no reason to go and i am just making it up when i really am not i feel like i should always just leave and it would make everything better and when i do try to make anything better it just makes it worst for someone else or for myself. i just feel like everything that happens is my fault and i could have done something to avoid it and i need help i dont know what to do i am scared to ask anyone for help because of what they will say to me

Answer 1

never be afraid to ask for help! you should really give yourself a brake...you are way over self criticizing yourself! things do get better, you just have to loosen up a bit... people would be very sad if you were gone, believe it or not! go ask for help. don't be afraid to.

Answer 2

It's a usual thing at such an age. I was in the same state as you when I was 15. Just relax and take it easy. What is the aim of your depression? You will do worse only for yourself. Enjoy your life, take the most out of every moment happening with you.  

Answer 3

Dude I know exactly what you're going through and the best thing to do is to talk to your parents. You should probably explain things to your mom cuz she would more than likely understand you better.

Answer 4

*hug*

Get on some websites, or even better, phone-lines (which you can find out about via the internet) to help you deal with it

I also suggest you see your doctor, you needn't tell your parents about it

Good luck <3

Answer 5

Never be scared to ask for help. Can you speak to a teacher or someone at school. It is important for you to talk to someone that will listen. Can you go to the doctors by yourself? If your parents didn't want to drive you places or do things for you they wouldn't. Sometimes they may find it hard to communicate with you and you with them. Just tell your parents the truth about how you feel, its important to talk about your feelings.

Answer 6

Its normal to be depressed at ur age, u'll overcome it though

my best advice is to speak with ur parents about what ur feeling, trust me, they will care because they are ur parents and they love u.

also speak to ur best friend about this.....

Answer 7

cheer up really it cant be that bad, think of people in the third world, they have no food, children die every 3 seconds from hunger, little girls at the age of 12 and 13 have to sleep with old men for money to buy food and live so your life is not that bad, so don't dare say it is, look around you do you have a ROOF over your head, do you have FOOD to wake up to every day. so give it a rest and enjoy your life

Answer 8

symptoms of depression (major ones) balming yourself for everthing, no self esteem and feeling nothin emotionally. try seeking help take that risk, its always good to take the risk (reason im talking to you in fact). good luck if u wanna talk feel free to email me via my profile.  

Answer 9

I know exactly how you feel. I am now 32 years old and I still remember the lonely feelings and feeling like a waste of everyone's time. I now know that I was wrong. There were people who cared. Try calling a hotline for your local area. They can help you sort your feelings out. Just don't resort to suicide. I don't even know you but I do know that you are worth living.

Answer 10

   Your problem is depression and mind you you are not alone. Depression is a very serious illness. When you are depressed you feel totally worthless,hopeless and there is nothing you can do. It is not possible to simply get over depression.

   First thing is to understand why you are depressed. Depression could be part pshychological and part biological.

Lets start with the causes

1 Have you been bullied,traumatized maybe sexually abused,raped. At home by your parents at school/boyfriend etc now or sometine in the past. This is the number one cause. If yes your self esteem is badly damaged even if you think it is not. You may require to work on it and you would require a help of a counseller/psychologist.

2 Have you got good friends? How are you doing socially?

  You may say I am feeling so bad that you dont feel like socializing. maybe your social skills are poor?

  

3  Maybe its totally biological. There could be a chemical imbalance in your brain. Not a big deal many people have it and there are medicines to deal with it.

Here is one way to get out of depression

1 Sleep on time get up on time.

2 Excersise daily, go for morning walks.

3 Do yoga and meditation.

If you do that physically you be much better

4 Next have you got good friends? If not its time to make good friends?

5 Go out for movies,parties etc.

Even after this you are not feeling good ask yourself.

6 Have you done something nasty to anyone. If yes repent and try to do good to other people. It will make you feel better.

After all these steps if your depression does not go. Visit a good psychologist. You might have to visit two or three before you get a good one. Maybe it could be a biological/chemical imbalance, maybe its your hormones as you are becoming sexually mature. Whatever is it do visit a psychologist you will get clarity.

I think you are a good human bieng and can do great good to humanity. If anyone is suggesting otherwise then that person is wrong, whoever he or she is. Good friends/relatives allways respect you and think the best about you and make you feel good about yourself. If they dont then they are not good people. Trust me there are a plenty of good people in this world.

All the best and take care. Remember the it is always the darkest just before dawn.

Answer 11

just go by yourself to get help. maybe try talking to a friend. why do you think your not worth anything ? just try to be happy and try not to be depressed anymore. im 15 too and i try to live my life happy.

if you need to talk to someone, juss email me.

Answer 12

Try JESUS. cuz he loves U.

Answer 13

First off relax!

Second if you need help and need to see a doctor then go.

tell them how you feel most parents will understand.

Answer 14

Just talk to your panrets

Tell them how you feel

im sure if they find out your suicidal

they'll do something about it

Good luck!

Answer 15

i want to know why do u feel suicidal for small petty reasons your life is really very 2 precious not only for ur parents but also for the future relations which u will have in the future, this is just a passing phase and it will surely go away start meditating and do yoga try it for 15 days and for these 15 days stop thinking about negetive thoughts whenever it comes drink a glass of water, and start meditating and then write to me what happens , give it a try.

Answer 16

My mother doesnt care about me at all.

I've learned to become as independant as possible because she failed as her role as a mother.

I'd talk to friends about this because the might know your situation better.

If you need an ear to listen my email is

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Answer 17

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

This is a good site, I hope it helps you. I think you should try talking to someone at your school if not your parents. Someone will help you. You don't deserve to feel this way all the time. Good Luck.