so i've liked my best friend for 7 months, found out he was bicurious, i opened up to him, took a chance, we started liking each other, started talking for 3 months, messed around with him twice, and last night i told him i loved him.
he told me he didn't feel the same way. i askd him whats goin on. he said that he doesn't think he wants to be in a relationship with a dude. (tila tequila rejection status). i found out he's been talkn to his ex gf again and they rekindled things but aren't together... i askd him why he didn't tell me the truth when i askd him if he likes me last week, and he said it's aint easy and that i should "chillll man".
since i moved an hour away from him, it's been so hard being able to see him so often. i think that's what hurt the chance of us being togehter. last time i saw him was 3 weeks ago and that was the last time we went on a date and later messed around..
so now i'm torn and don't know what to do. i really do love him, and i know i have to let him go, but WHERE DO I START since i still consider him my best friend? i want to keep it that way but i need to stop loving him the way i do...
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