I feltso bad i felt like killing myself :(?

Question

last night i was so depressed i cried about every thing bad in my life i just wanted it to end, and i though about killing myself :(

i ussaly think o killing myself 3-5 times a month and it doe's help that i listen to suside songs... i really need help :(

Answer 1

Seek Jesus and Jesus will fill you up with Joy, peace, and a reason to live.

Jesus said, "Come to me all you who are heavy laden, and I will give you rest for your soul."

Jesus gives us hope, joy, peace, and a reason to live.

I pray that you will reach out to God and that He will meet you at the depth of your soul where it hurts the most. I pray that you will find the One who brings comfort and hope, who died so that we might be able to live.

Please reconsider and call out to God - He truly DOES Love you (with a capital "L"). God Bless.

Answer 2

you gotta realize that this is actually a normal part of life and you're so not alone. i would say almost every single person alive has felt this way at one point or an other in their lives. it is when you have an actual plan and you start to get your "affairs in order" that you should be worried. though, of course thinking about suicide isn't good either most of all since you think about it so often. and ya, the music you're listening to is probably not the best choice for you at this time. but then again, if it gives you an outlet for your angst than maybe it is helping. ?? i know exactly how you feel too i have had so many times in my life when i've just wanted it all to stop. it's like this feeling i couldn't seem to kick no matter how hard i tried. i tried meds too but even they didn't seem to help. then one time i decided that i was going to take absolute control of my life. i was no longer going to let anyone make me feel something i didn't want to feel. people use to get to me a lot. and i also decided to just go after the things i wanted and needed and i didn't stop till i had what i wanted. no matter how many set backs came my way. i rented movies that made me laugh, spent time with friends that made me feel good about me and not the ones that would drain me. i took up some hobbies and stuff like that. things can go down the sh#*ter but things have a way of coming around again. sure there's a lot in this world that are difficult and depressing but there are a lot of things that are wonderful and good too. try looking for the positive. and who knows, maybe going to see someone would help you feel better. i at last have found a med that helps me a whole bunch. (Cymbalta) hope this helps and i certainly hope you are feeling better! hang in there, i promise things will eventualy look up : )

Answer 3

I lol'd.

Answer 4

Give me an  e-mail and we can discuss are sorrows, I am at wit ends too. Maybe we can talk. [e-mail]

Answer 5

~ Hi ~! I'm so sorry about what you're going through. I have to say as a woman that is now a wife and mother, what your feelings are something I can definitely relate to and understand.

Of course I don't know your age, but I can imagine you have legitimate issues in your life that you see as difficult and challenging and it is so very painful. I can remember with every different age came new challenges to face, I will say with age did come a new sense of knowledge and comfort level with my own skin. So, even when you feel that things that are at their most desperate, always try to look for the learning the opportunity and really allow yourself to feel the emotion and express it. Don't ever feel embarrassed by what you feel - your feelings are apart of you and as apart of you are as valid as you are.

Now a couple of things to consider:

- You said you get these feelings 3-5 times a month. Have you considered there could be a hormonal tie-in to this? I don't want to sound corny, but to this day, I'm more emotional at certain times of the month. It is completely normal! One time I was sitting there crying while watching a commercial and my husband just kind of chuckled and said .. that time of the month, huh? I'm not minimizinf what you're feeling, but try to make those hormonal connections and you might be surprised.

- Also, I have written in a journal for years. It helped me through High School and College. Some of my most challenging years as a young woman and young mother. I now encourage my own daughter to write in a journal and she finds it very valuable.

I hope this helps. You are in my thoughts! =)

Answer 6

I have been through what you have been through and I know it's not easy. I won't lie and say that i have gotten completely over my depression but what helped  a lot was talking to people. Talking to God. You need to talk to God and a psychologist. Not just that but think about all the good things you have in life. Think about all those people you care about you. Think about how upset your family and friends would be if you died.  Also you don't know what waits for you on the other side either. It might be worse. I don't know if your religious but according to the Bible suicide is a major sin.