they'll last for two or three weeks and i'll compulsively exercise too, whilst eating about 500 cal a day, if that. im obsessed with food and restriction and weight loss in these phases.
then ill go back to normal, but still calorie count and feel guilty after eating.
usually something will trigger it, like today i felt like i asked my bf if the girls in the mags he looks at were hotter than me; he said yes & said i was too thin.
made me feel depressed and so so self conscious.
why do these phases happen?
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