Theres this guy i like and he was my first kiss, first time a guy asked me to the movies, and first guy to ever tell me i was pretty. I felt so happy that i was so sure he wud want to be my bf. I NEVER thought a guy i liked wud want to be my bf so i asked him one day if he wanted to be with me. He said no. Just as friends. And i keep on thinking of it again and again in my head. And he rejected me a second time out of nowhere when i didnt even ask him anything. "I just want to be friends" After the FIRST time he rejected me, I started to get rly insecure and hold back on my personality i was always shy and nervous around him. Last month of school he avoided me at school and would try not to be around me. It hurts so much to think about him now its the 5th day of school and we havent talked. I keep thinking of that day he rejected me. It hurts so much. He was my first everything (cept s*x) and i duno after we kissed i was so sure he wud want to be with me......
Its been 6 months now that ive been likig him. Its so hard...=[
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