Last time i had this dream i was lying on my side half awake half asleep and something grabbed me and i woke up screaming.....about a week ago, i had the same dream and it scared me to death...i was lying on my stomach and that same thing tried to grab me by my hoodie, i woke up, although this time i struggled to do so.
my brother recently died at 28 and every since then i have been freaked out. i am 21 and losing him was very surreal and difficult for me. i feel like i am now haunted. i think of him every day and sometimes awake in the middle of the nite painicky and terrified with thoughts of HIM.
his death was avoidable and i feel like i didnt help him enough. i feel guilt.
my question is, am i developing a psychological disorder, i am freaked out to sleep alone...am i just scaring myself or is something going on...does he want to tell me something? i feel like i am being tormented by this. it will not go away. i dont know what to do.
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