I hate my period, I ******* hate it. It’s so unfair, why don’t guys ever get anything like this. Why do we have to suffer? And I get bad cramps, and I can’t do anything about it, and I just feel like ****. Also before the time I get pimples and my breast become tender and I become depressed and angry and what not. I really don’t want to have a period, the only thing that works for me is pain pills but at the end of the day I’m so drugged up on medication and I just want to cry about everything. Hot baths don’t work. I’m not going to ask my mother for birth control pills b/c she won’t allow it and I’m too shy anyway. I cried 19 times today over nothing.
Sometimes the pain gets so bad I just want to go out and get pregnant or stab myself in the stomach. What can I do, I hate this and I am a drugged up (still in pain), emotional wreck with pimples which makes everything worse.
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