I hate my life what do i do?

Question

i want to kill myself im so shy and i never speak i havent had a friend for over 3 years now when someone speaks to me my mind goes blank and i feel like im crazy i look over my back like every 10 secs while writing this if anyones watching i will never be normal noone understands me even my teacher said whats wrong with you in my 18 years of teaching ive never seen anyone like you. cuz i never talk when i drink alcohol i become someone else and i love being like that but its killing me slowly cuz i have acid reflux and a ulcer im only 16 but i want to die because life isnt worth it i watch movies all day the same ones i already no everything that will happen but i have nothing else 2 do i sometimes cut my wrists cuz its kind of fun and something new but i stopped cuz my parents noticed. i dunno what to do someone help?

Answer 1

You must talk to your parents and tell them how you feel.  If not to them, a school councilor.  You need to seek professional help.  they can put you on some medication that can help you feel better.  lol

Answer 2

You are in the middle of the hormone storm that comes with growing up and a lot of your discomfort comes from that. Things will get better, believe me. Please consider seeing a doctor and talking about your concerns. Secondly, for some people it just takes time to feel comfortable socially. I think you worry too much about what other people will think and really, they don't matter! You can decide the kind of person you want to be and then just be the way you want! To heck with anyone else and what they think. It takes strength, but you can do it. Please don't harm yourself. It would devastate your family. You will make it through this awkward time and have a good life. This is only temporary. Please talk to your doctor.  

Answer 3

You have to get help, talk to a parent or write them a letter and describe to them whatyou are telling us. If you can;t tell them tell your grandparents, uncle, aunt or cousin, school nurse, just tell someone who can help.

Answer 4

you really should talk to someone, ans stop drinking... if you want, feel free to email/IM me

Answer 5

Try and enjoy life dont give up easy you only get once chance, if you dont do something for yourself do it for someone else , like charity work, ppl around the world are hungary and dying in africa and they would swap places with you, but your not alone ppl do suffer i suffered when i was 17yrs old my teacher ignored me most of the time, i turned the negative into a positive and believe in yourself and stay happy you will achive your goals.

Most of all you need to give up the drink and 2nd get out more even if its a trip to the library, get out and about, staying indoors all day is not good for you, best wiishes  

Answer 6

Seek professional attention, and get off of yahoo answers.

Answer 7

It sounds like you're depressed, and possibly have other problems like social anxiety. Also, you're shy, which is just your personality, and there is nothing wrong with that. But clearly you're miserable, and you need to get help. Can you talk to your parents? That's always a good first step. Go and talk to your family doctor and tell them how you feel. They should be able to help you. If you can see a therapist, I think that would also do the world of good.

Try and cut back on the alcohol. You know yourself it's doing you no good physically, and it's also a depressant, so although you may feel better while you're drinking, you'll probably feel worse the next day. Also, it's helping you escape your feelings, but not helping you deal with them.

It's not unusual to self harm, or cut, as a coping strategy. Please, please, if you do start again, please don't do it on your wrists, it's too dangerous as you could easily cut a major artery.

Try to get exercise, and get out of the house. Even if it's the last thing you feel like doing, it will make you feel a little bit better. It won't solve everything, but may lift your mood enough to help you sort other stuff out.

The friends issue is difficult, especially as I don't know much about you or your daily life. It's hard to be depressed without the support of good friends, but it's hard to make friends when you are depressed, and already shy anyway. I would really, really recommend a therapist if it's at all possible. Hopefully they can help you and give you practical ways to make positive changes in your life.

Answer 8

well, i used to feel a little like u do now. i was thinking about suicide but was always too afraid to actually plan it. but i just sucked it up and tried every single day. u just have to hold on. because out there is something better than what is going on right now. i know it. i used to hate my life, but i held on and now its good. i love it now. u just have to hold on. dont kill urself. just dont.

Answer 9

First of all, you should realize that life isn't bad as you think it is. For goodness sake, you are only 16 and you think your life is over? I am so tired of teenagers who are upset and think their life sucks because of little problems. You seem to think you are trapped. Do you realize that you have the same oppurtunities and freedom as everybody else? You are in control of your life, so if you want change, initiate it. Stop acting so jaded and melodramatic. You should talk to a conselor or a psychiatrist. Most schools have their own psychiatrist. Talk to him/her. Why live your life in a cynical and pessimisstic way when you can live it in an optimistic and positive way? There are so many possibilities out there. I'm sure you will find the right path if you look up. Don't dwell on the past because it will keep you from moving forward.  

Answer 10

I used to be like that....social anxiety REALLY REALLY BAD...My mind still goes blank sometimes.....U need to get counselling....go to ur doctor right away, its something that can seriously help. I had conselling at uni, when I thought I was going out of my mind. I had a reputation as the weirdest person in my block,(I was shy socially anxious that I used to trail off and not finish my sentences and just said weird and stupid things because of my nerves)  and my entire house used to avoid me. They really thought I was weird, and b4 I went to uni my auntie said she "didnt think I was an entirely normal 18 yr old",....well I was 18 then, 23 now, ppl often think that loners are weird, but its not you.....you need to get counselling, or I could see you commiting suicide when ur older....I also use drugs to feel better about myself,not alcohol, but cannabis, which I used to spend £80 a week on....now I spend £20 a week and I am looking to stop completely. Im sure ur self esteem is shattered....its hard feeling like ur missing out on the supposedly best yrs of ur life....I dont have a single friend (apart from one guy who is 40 and fancies me, and a supposed friend who I will tell you about now) and I spent my 23rd bday getting drunk with this guy who is 40 and fancies me, after my childhood friend said she had to leave early by 4pm to do laundry and so could only spend an hr and a half with my on my bday (were planning to go to pub) ...I said lets re arrange, then she said sorry its raining I cant come. Some friend. Ur not the only one who thinks they have a pathetic life....go to a counsellor please, they will help. They helped me at uni....go to ur doctor, tell him you are suicidal and demand to see a counsellor. Tell him what u told us just now and they should move u up the waiting list. Hope that helps. You are not alone in this. x

Answer 11

Get a job.