It really started in 5th grade. I am now entering my freshmen year in a couple of days. Everytime I get nervous or scared, I get like a feeling in my stomach and then it feels like I have to take a c**p. I also have to "pass gas." But you guys don't know how it feels, I mean during a test, it's just so horrible. Sometimes the area between my stomach and my p***s starts hurting really bad. But mainly, I just get a feeling that I have to take a c**p and I have to f**t a lot. It just sucks. And when it happens in school, I panic EVEN more because when I am in class and I have to take a c**p? I mean, thats just so scary and I panic even more and it gets worse. That's why I have to take a c**p EVERY morning before school. It's just a horrible feeling and I am tired of it. I'm tired of feeling like I have to take a c**p everytime I get nervous or scared. But I guess its just going have to be like that. Because right now in my life, I am going through a "rough stretch." I worry everyday. I worry a lot. I have a lot of stress right now. And having IBS just makes it worse. I just HATE the feeling of having to take a c**p everyday. I mean, we all do HAVE to...you know. But I just hate to f**t everytime I get nervous or scared.
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