I like guys, naturally, but I find that whenever the guy I like happens to show signs that he likes me back I get turned off and don't like him! I'm used to often getting turned down by the guys I like, and I have had times where I've gotten close to a guy I liked (kissed and stuff) but then after that I'll just think it's all gross and go off and hurt the guys feelings! I AM a problem, and I'm never going to have a serious relationship if this carries on. I think I have high expectations or I'm just immature or something but it's horrible! I don't want to be single forever but I don't want to keep feeling disgusted just because a guy I like likes me back (If I didn't like the guy, it'd be fine because I'd be honest and say I didn't like him and that's that) do I have cold feet? Scared of intimacy? It's not like I've had harrassment as a child, and I do imagine it'd be nice (say hugging or kissing a guy) but I'm stuck in a dream because when it comes to reality, I run away! Help!
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