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Am I evil? Can you please help me?

Can you help me? I need to know something ok?

Sometimes I feel like there is something evil in me.

It comes out very rarely - but when it does - it seems like I breath more like an animal. I have an evil look in my eyes and I feel so much rage in that moment.

Question: I had a dream last night where the lady who plays the exorcist's mother. Only in my dream she was my mother and walking towards me. I felt this evil feeling in my dream - like it wanted my soul but I am a devoted Christian.

I kind of feel a pull from both sides - esp. in my dreams.

Last night was the weirdest. I was walking on this dirt road all alone - grey sky - and this truck was coming towards me. II felt so lonely and that moment felt so ominous. The wind was blowing hard in that dream and that truck coming toward me represented something evil. I just felt like I was evil and that scene just reminded me of that "pull". Then I had my next dream where that lady was my mother and wanting me to be her evil child.

I woke up freaked out and scared.

What do you honestly think? What is with that dream man?

It happened again today. My worst day today. I felt that thing in me. Breathing weird and feeling rage again. People can sense it and feel it - so they look at you strange - which makes me hate them even more. It is a strong thing that makes me a mean person. Like I laughed today cause I wanted to throw my drink at a truck driving by - in that moment I felt compelled to do it and laugh. But I didn't.

I don't know what to do sometimes as it takes over me and is so strong. I never do anything though.

My teacher told me when I was young I had no Conscience.

Then my friend (a doctor) said if someone shaved my head they would find 3 digits on it. Then my Auntie's friend called me a devil one time when she was mad at me.

Let me know ok.

Answer 1

Organized religion has had a good run at keeping people in line.

Don't mess with either side and be confident that you are a good person. Don't be open to the manipulation that will only try to confuse and take advantage of your abnormal developmental behaviour.

Have patience and give this time to sort it out to your satisfaction.

Answer 2

I know what you mean my mom told me I don't know how many times that I have the devil in me. Did something happen to you that could have made you felt alot of anger? Maybe something did happen but you haven't realize it. Do YOU think your a mean person? Do you believe that you could really hurt someone and feel joy about it? Do you see yourself do good things for the world or bad things? If you said no we'll your not a bad person your just angry that's all. Maybe you just don't know how to make all that angry stuff go out so you think your evil.

Your dreams are a reflection of your day and what you think. If you think you are a bad person but you wanna be a good person that means that you have two side of you and your trying to figure out wich one you are. That's why in your dream the woman wanted you to come to her but you resist. Your two side or battle it out in your dreams because you are thinking about it during the day.

For the time you wanted to throw a drink to a truck I think it's normal because in one of your dream a truck represented something evil. So I think you just felt all that angerness because of that.

Maybe I am completly wrong then I'm sorry for not been able to help you. Just think about that. Do you believe that you are a good person or a bad person? After that ask God to be with you and pray before you sleep.

Good luck sweetie hope I did help you. xox

Answer 3

ew no demon inside >.>

Answer 4

your just a mean person

your not nice

your a evil mean person with a black heart

Answer 5

We all have a "shadow" side to us (rage, jealousy, envy, hate and every other nasty emotion) which is quite normal. In fact I think recognizing this about ourselves is much healthier than pretending we are perfect.

Dreams are just dreams. Don't read too much into them. Last night I dreamt I set fire to a house but that doesn't make me an arsonist and your dreams don't make you "evil".

And as for those who label you negatively - unless you did something hurtful, then they were probably either responding out of frustration or irritation. Don't let anyone else decide for you who you are.

There is nothing wrong with you unless you are being cruel and inconsiderate to other people. Then you would be selfish, not evil.