it is not so bad now, but especially when i am depressed i get slightly obsessed with caps and sunglasses. when i wear them i cannot seem to concentrate outwards but somehow feel mentally uncomfortable and i feel depressed and just want to remove them. normal hats in winter are however fine, so i know it is totally illogical. i dont know where i got this nonsense from but it still bothers me sometimes, although it used to be really bad with the glasses cos i thought i was weird so i would try to force myself to wear them like everyine else but then get depressed and start looking inwards etc. could this just be caused by my depressive illness?
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