I think I may have made a very huge mistake. My parents just went on a vacation that they have desparately needed for 2 years. They left last Saturday and will back this Sunday.
But anyway, they left my brother in charge since he is old enough. He is 18 (let's just say his name is Kyle). I am 16 and my little brother (just say Jeff) is 7. So Sunday night, we were all watching t.v. when Jeff fell asleep around 8:30 p.m. When he goes to sleep he is out like a light. So now that nothing interesting is on tv, Kyle said that he wanted to take a drink. I said no, mom will get mad. He said that we don't have to tell. So I drank with him. We were having so much fun joking around and playing and wrestling. We were playing so much that I we started to get hot and sweaty. So he pulled off his clothes leaving on nothing but his boxers. I pulled off my clothes leaving on nothing but my sportsbra and panties. We kept playing. So I fell on top of him.
We went to his room and kept wrestling. And he all of a sudden grabbed my b*****s holding me down. He was looking at me and we started kissing. We were on his bed. Then he took off my undies. I didn't wanthim to stop.
Long story short...we had s*x (great s*x) all night. And now I feel really bad and really, really dirty. He keeps apologizing and he feels dirty too. We really can't look at each other now.
What do I do?
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