I'm a senior in High School and I'm suffering from an episode. School just started and it's ALREADY affecting my school work as well as attending, and my home-life. (Hence why I'm on here instead of being at school.) I'm not sure what to do. My mother could care less if I graduate or not, but I know I'm better than that.
I'm not sure what to do, I'd like someone to talk to but none of my friends, even my own boyfriend, understand. And I understand that, it's pretty hard to explain and for them to understand if they don't know anything about depression, really. I kinda feel like I'm talking to a brick wall.
So, I guess what I'm asking is what are ways to get over this episode considering that I have no one to talk to about it except for myself and God.
I'm going to go get Starbucks later. I do colorguard (dance/flag) for my school and I have practice for 4 hours, 30 mins later today so that will help me get my mind off of it for a bit.
But other than that, I have nothing.
On top of this all, my mother is constantly going off on me saying that there is nothing wrong with me, and that I'm stupid. I want to slap her and tell her how stupid SHE is but that wouldn't do any good. (Haha. At least I have some humor in all of this.)
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