I'm 19, growing up things were hard with my father. No matter how bad it got mom refused to divorce. But the last 4 or 5 years has calmed down a lot with him. He still has violent tendencies but not as bad. But the past month I've been smelling pot outside my room, I have a window ac unit and drew the smell in. I know it wasn't my neighbors, I live in a very strict conservative subdivision. I had a gut feeling it was my father, and yep. He came back inside from the deck way and stopped at my door; eyes glazed over, talking like an idiot and wrecked of the smell. I was so appaled. That night things got pretty bad with him and mother. THe thing is, I didn't tell her, because as how clueless she acts to his antics I think she knows. So lately it's been getting worse and I heard him on his cell yesterday talking about going to the doctor and getting his RX and he'd be right over and trade off. I'm not an idiot, I know what's going on...I walked right by him at that point and he looked like he was going to fall over. He didn't know I had came home. So know he knows I know, and things are really tense here. What exactly should I do, should I just tell mother everything I know or what. This is killing me, I couldn't tell anyone else on the outside of our home, he's a very well known person and no one would believe it.
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