my boyfreind for my happiness........i know it is sad and pathetic but u really don't understand my history and what i go through.....people my age have always been unfriendly to me and it doesn't help that i live in one of the snobbiest towns around. I'm shy and reserved and can't make freinds easily.. I'm having a very hard time because i cannot see my boyfreind for the rest of the summer because of his job.....and i feel so torn up inside about it......betrayed, sad, resentful, i know its all terrible to feel like this but i can't help it he's been there for me so long, and now he's not and its just an adjustment issue. WE're both 16 by the way.......and i really need people to understand and tell me what to do? Everything in my life has always been a mess and i have severe security issues.
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