i did medical science 1st year at university in order to get into pharmacy the next year if i optained 70% marks or over. Unfortunatley i didnt get it. I thought long and hard and theres really no future in medical science and pharmacy was something i have always wanted to do. I really messed up this year and i regret it so much, i was thinking of taking a gap year then doing medical science again from scratch 1st year in hope of getting into pharmacy, but then i was told that i cant repeat first year i wont be able to get in to pharmacy, my family are so dispointed in me, my mother called me a big fat 0 and that i will never get married and that i am good for nothing, i know that even if i expalined this situation to the head of phramcy at my university i still wont be able to get in, i dont know what to do, i feel so low for the first time in my life, there are no doors open for me and for the first time in my life i am having suicidal thoughts, my father is so sad with me and its breaking my heart, is there anyway i could get into pharmacy? i am almost giving up on life, someone please help me
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