I have some serious issues, with possible Borderline Personality Disorder thrown into the mix. Please help?

Question

I'm going through a lot of pain lately. Watching an uncle die. Having no girlfriend. And having hard classes that I am having trouble focusing on.

I just got over a suicide attempt last April that left 52 stitches, and awful marks all over my arms.

I need to know how to move on with my life, and therapy isn't everything. I'm going to Church, I've stopped drinking, I've improved my grades, I'm a member of NAMI, and go to meetings.

But at night, I feel so alone. All I want is a nice woman I love to hold in my arms

Answer 1

Maybe what you need is a nice friend to hold in your heart, and let them hold you in theres.  Being able to talk to someone without worry of being laughed at or humiliated is an awesome booster for your mental health.  True friends are hard to find, and even harder to keep.  So when you think you have found that person, work at the realtionship, it's never one sided.

Answer 2

My poor Ghost...how old are you? I am so glad you are going to church..you are so precious, and put your faith in the Lord, and in Jesus...serve THEM first and all will come to you that you desire...He knows what you need, and want...prove that you will be a good soldier, and he will fulfill your dreams....I promise...my prayers are for you and never try to end anything again, my friend..