My ex, also my best friend, wanted us to get back together a few weeks back. I was all for it, but then he suddenly decided he liked this other girl, one of my close friends, and asked her out. She said no, and he claimed to be "relieved" because he'd changed his mind, as he liked someone else.
This turned out to be me. When he asked the other girl out, I just sort of gave up as we've been kinda chasing each other for ages, and I took that as the last straw.
Then he found out I had liked him, and was all like "I'm so sorry, I've blown it all now haven't I?" and told everyone he was in love with me and was desperate to get back together.
And I was so confused at this point that I wasn't even sure if I liked him like that or not anymore, and he asked me out again, and because of the whole thing with the other girl I didn't know what to say, so I told him I didn't know and needed to think.
So he kept nagging me for an answer... And in the end I just gave up with the pressure and said no, because I don't know that I even like you as anything more than my best friend now.
He took it really badly, claims to be broken hearted, says he doesn't hate me but is refusing to speak to me and posting things on his bebo and how I don't deserve his love and whatever
So of course I feel absolutely terrible and incredibly guilty. But part of me is really angry he's making such a fuss when he was the one who wanted us to get together and then turned round and asked another girl out, then comes back to me...
Am I being unfair? =/ Would appreciate any opinions, sorry it's so long x
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