1.) Sadness throughout the day, nearly every day
2.) Its hard for me to get excited or happy about things now
3.) I feel worthless
4.) I feel guilty for stupid things
5.) Thoughts of death or suicide
6.) Trouble making decisions
7.) Trouble concentrating
8.) dont feel like myself
9.) I think to much about things and it makes me sad
10.) Its easier for me to get sad about things, rather than to force myself to get happy, its VERY hard even if at all it will work.
11.) I dont feel like i know who i am, and im just lost. making me want to end my life.... and that there is nothing anyone could do to make me better. i dont believe meds will help. or talking to someone.
12.) very emotional
13.) this feeling bothers me every minut of EVERY day, but on some days its easy to get distracted and i dont think about it as much... but when im usually by myself or not doing anything... or just watching tv.. or somthing around the house, even haning out with my boyfriend, i will get this feeling. and my boyfriend will try to make me happy, but it just dosent work.
then i get even more deppressed thinking about all the good things i have in life, but i just cant enjoy them... and then i become an even BIGGER mess.... :[
do u think this is deppression??????
please help!
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