I just dont know what do to anymore, can someone help me?

Question

i am 15 years old and very confused. i have had suicidal thoughts and i have cut.. i stop and starting starving myself and now iam suicidal again. i really want to die but i cant for my family. i just dont know what to do anymore ive been abused physically and sexually. iam adopted.

Answer 1

Hey now... there is no reason for suicide.  You have a full life ahead just waiting for you to "bring it on".  You have expounded on your conclusions, but what you did not state was what you are confused about.

Can't you find someone to discuss things over with?  If you are going to end it all, isn't it reasonable to say that there might be a better choice to make?  I personally believe everyone has obstacles to overcome.  Sometimes you need help to do that.  You will still have to overcome them, but people care, there are those who wish to help and keep you motivated.

There are good things in store and the journey to get there can be pleasant also.

Answer 2

just calm down, your life is the most percious thing you have, try taking up a hobbie, yoga, tennis, and talk to someone, im no therapist but my gmail is specneo, email me and ill help support you, if someone dnt help me when i was suicidal, iwouldnt be here, dnr go it alone

Answer 3

go ask a friend if you can stay with her for a while. ask her mom to pick you up and ask her mom what to do. seriously. reading this makes me feel so bad. you want a good life. now seriously do this. you need your neighbor aunt uncle friend someone you trust to go pick you up for the night and ask them. contact them immideatley.

dont kill youself its not worth it.

god bless you and find help now.

Answer 4

You sound a lot like me, when I was your age.  Just remember, the things that are important to you now, won't be as important in a few years.  Your life will get better, trust me! Your parents love you and they would be devastated if they knew you were hurting yourself and were thinking about ending your life!

Answer 5

tell a adult and soon before it happens again you need positive help and try a school councilor or try a hospital so they can get you the help you need tell anyone  like a neighbor or friends parent! just don't ever hurt yourself i promise people are here for you and will hear you out!

Answer 6

Get plugged into a non-denominational church  and talk to someone about your issue. God has a purpose for your life. If you want to talk more just e-mail me at [e-mail]. I have had friends that were in a situation like yours. My Aunt also.

Answer 7

You do not want to die. You are going through these thoughts and feelings  because you cannot cope with what the past has done to you. You are also very young and when you go through the experiences that you have dealt with at your age it is harder than being an adult because you feel what happened was the result of something you did. It's not! You have done nothing wrong. I'm sure you are an amazing person and you should use your problems to help others. Let the past push you to become someone amazing. Use your experiences to help others in your situation. Suicide would just be a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You are better than that. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT!

Answer 8

get some professional help to talk you through this.  the experiences you describe you have been through are tough but try to hang in there and do try getting some help.  

Answer 9

well if you can tell the whole internet you can tell a councler.

this is going to sound mean but you obviously need people to show you love that they don't and feel bad for you

you may say no i dont no i dont and you may truly belive it

but if your posting this your reaching it for someone to care

may it be conciously or subconsioucly your going through alot andyou jsut want someone to care

But turst me it does not help hurting yourself it will never get you anywhere ive been down that road and still sturggle with it today its such a hard habbittt to break

you should talk to someone thats older like an adult or a councler maybe they can take you to a councler possibly get you some medicine to help balance out your thoughts and let you deal with those suicidal thoughts

if you need anyone to talk to

[e-mail] you can email me

ill be praying for you

remeber the greatest battle lies within

Answer 10

omj. im like sooo sorry. i want to help somehow but just i guess all i can say is stop thinking that way and dont starve yourself. you could die that way. and you wont want to

Answer 11

Talk to the counselor at school or go directly to the Police Dept. I can assure you they can help you.

Answer 12

oh my god go to the cops run away this is serious i know when you're in a situation like that you feel hopeless like nobody care but the people you think don't care are the people that cares the most go to one of them. do something anything. the lord is with you and the number one thing you need to remember is that its not your fault and the person that did that to you will burn in h**l    

Answer 13

you need to call a hotline or talk to your friend about this. Also about the physical and sexual abuse you should report it to the police because you shouldn't be in an environment like that. Keep your head up and try to think about all the things you have in this world that you don't want to lose if you kill yourself. I think it's best that you talk to someone really close to you immediately. I hope everything works out well for you in the end.

Answer 14

ok...... go see a therapist.

wow. u have a horrible life... and im not trying to offend yuo.

just saying.

Answer 15

go to counseling and if u cant do that then ask a friend or someone for help but suicide is never the answer. maybe u should start going to church and try to find yourself  i know that you have been threw alot but u have to move on and make the best out of life